sry I am really in a bad bad mood. I very pek cek . well . nobody ever able to understand me . I myself sometimes dun understand myself. I somehow I want to be a spoilt brat and jus smashing things around me and throwing a tantrum . I think I have not been happy all this while or am I putting myself at this spot . I dun get it . Who did I owe in my past life man . now I hear certain songs , I start to cry . maybe i am thinking too much .