Thursday, February 28, 2008 '
worry worry
should i update or not . I dunno. it was quite a bad day recently. went to work very late . bad day at work . i wanna quit it .shit . nvm wait till mid march . doing loads of things . go back home still nid to listen parents nagging . oh mans how i wish i can scream at them . it really sucks when i already tired still have to hear them nagging . jae appeal unsuccess . last hope is DAE . feeling very down . i couldn't hlp it . just chat wid idol . thanks lots fer the chat . i feel better now . I will start to plan and work hard and slp early and control my mood . okies. I nid to go slp . might be late in updating as u know i am rushing fer time.
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argh . I am in a bad situation . Leave me alone . dun bother to ask me stupid things . I now wanna to stay at home . dun feel like going out . even if i go out . it will be a few hours only . know me well , you will know that i am that type who like to stay at home online . I need time . rushing fer time . maybe I shouldn't had update my blog and maybe should create another personal private blog . not blogging fer the time being . I dunno whether it will be 1 day , 1 week or 1 mth and so on . depends. let me calm down first .
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 '
bad mood . sians . this morning I stuck at the toilet fer 1 hr plus . dunno wad happen keep having diarrhoea . overslept and late fer work. it seems to be very tiring day fer me . feel so tired often . lacking of slp . I think its time fer me to change . well. give me a break . let me think . I will have my decision sooner or later. appeal result will be out tmr . wish me good lucks okies. btw thanks joselyn fer wishing me goodlucks jus now . pray hard fer appeal . if not have to wait fer DAE very long leh . oh mans . okies. gotta go slp .
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oh ya . ytd siyin and me was very paiseh . We took the wrong train . we suppose to change mrt to grn line toward pasir ris . then we took the one toward boon lay . lucky siyin realised after one stop . i didn't realised at all . lols. okies let get back to today . today really late fer work. overslept as usual. I everyday also late fer work de . can't get up even wid alarm clock. nid my parent to call me wake up .work was bad . i dun like working . after work , I had to run an errand fer my mum . mood was bad . well. moodswing. go back home and watch naruto . no show to watch . 9pm show is like so sians . 7 pm show no point watching . my parent has been nagging at me to slp early cos they say if I never slp , they can't get to slp . wad got to do with me . they can just slp wad . I use com . I dun listen music . I jus surfing web . well . I am tired and gotta go slp.
Monday, February 25, 2008 '
oh ya today siyin accompany me to nanyang poly to submit DAE forms. I meet her at 12 pm at pasir ris mrt station . as usual she was late . I wait fer her lor . then we took mrt and drop off at yio chu kang . wow one hour ride . We almost got lost inside . after I submit the form , we went to amk hub to watch movie. We watch PS I love you . we went to had lunch and went to the cinema. It was a good show . but i dun really understand wad the show was trying to say cos there is no subtitle . cos usually i would look at the subtitle .the show quite interesting . well ang moh ppl and us speak diff kind of english . I kinda catch no balls . there is alot of romantic parts and kissing parts . I think it should be rated NC-16 . I watch until I dunno whether i should laugh or cry . lols . after watch we went to x-scoop . I play the sweet land . that want can get a soft toy and sweets . I wasted $40 fer that game . fer the first timer use $40 to win it , already quite good . my cousin say those who start play alwaes use jmore than $50 . I was lucky larhs . then we went to arcade we spent $10 doller on that . than we bought things . then we went back pasir ris fer dinner . then we saw wendy at whitesand and had some chat . then about 8 plus , we took cab home. ytd take cab today also take cab . lols .I spent about $70 today . oh mans . I am deciding what am i going to do next . my cousin tell me say if cannot go poly , retake O lv. dun go ite and retake O lv. she say i got the potential to go poly why must i go ite. she say i was smart but jus alwaes being lazy and dun want to work hard . dun say I am smart larhs . ppl are saying that to me . ya i alwaes can say the answer out to you but exams time i can't produce the work well .well . it wasn't easy to retake. there might be changes in topics . I nid to work hard . give me sometimes to decide what to do . I am gonna make it through this time .
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today mummy wake me up at 10am . cos she wanna buy thing and running late . then she get wad she want and we went to eat . eat liao went to temple . after that I went to tampines mall to get something . then went to kailian mama hus to chat . watch naruto abit . quite nice . then meet tiffany at 3 at downtown east . then go bk teach her maths . after that we went her house there de spc ate cup noodles. eat liao went home . watch naruto lor . then 9 plus went downstair dinner wid mummy and went back home continue watch .
Sunday, February 24, 2008 '
this morning . oh man i spent a long time forcing myself to wake up . I like to lai chuang . so wake up liao still can slp back. went to work and finsih at 4pm . suppose to meet tiffany but change to tmr . then i go look fer mummy . we go walk walk . I was checking the psp slim package and nds package . I wanna buy psp because of dj max . I think over the prices first . then go TM and CS walk walk . I go CS SK . asking mummy hlping cope the brochure got yanzi de . my mum so cute and go the person she take the brochure ar . cos there is a pile of it on the table. then i went back to mummy shop and I slpt at there . tired .then went kovan fer dinner and came back home .
Saturday, February 23, 2008 '
let continued update . wow it been long that so many ppl chat to me at the same time . 5 to 6 ppl talk to me at the same time . not the most although . as usual online sure chat wid xiao mei mei . anything also can chat de larhs . I really very slpy until eyes want close liao but still die die dun slp. I dunno crazy or wad . Like to tahan . disiaoing~xiaomeimei say she haven slp how can i slp . lols . cos use to challenge who can tahan until the lastest to slp . but alwaes she win de . but since she start school , we dun challenge anymore cos i also busy wid work no time to play who the longest to stay awake . plus I gek kiang want .
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Okies Let get back to topics . okies today as usual . I went to work . I was tired okies. It sucks. My eyes dunno why pain and feeling so slpy . see things abit blur . tmr I talking halfday leave . I gtg slp . Ｉdun want update le . tmr see how .
Friday, February 22, 2008 '
As a usual routine , I went to work . kinda a bad day . give me some time to think . I need a break . I need opinion by someone willing to hear wad I am going to say but I dunno who am I going to turn to . well . it's okies. the feeling in my heart sucks now.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 '
oh mans i know I post alot today. mum nagging . I very fan . stress . I can go mad . I now really dread of my phone ringing . dunno should I pick up my phone anot . everybody start asking are you okies. how now? . I dunno wad to answer seriously . I didn't tell many ppl I nv get in . it just that news pass so fast that so many ppl know about it and start asking . I dunno wad to say either .
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我的心情一直都在上上下下。无时无刻的感到很无奈。有时感到很无助，甚至很想放弃一切。可是我不可以一时的冲动而害了自己。心里好难受。虽然总是向你们说我没事，不要紧。其实我心里感到很无助。很多人转简讯给我和打电话给我问我怎么办。我真的不知道。我不知道要做什么。如果当初肯听话的话，我就不会有今天的这样吧。我不知道啦。我现在很想什么都不想做。我很想发狂一下。小妹妹对我说从哪里跌倒就要从那里爬起来。我知道。 我现在很乱。
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today when to work as usual . no mood larhs . i already sians dao until want to slp until the world ended. I was so absent minded. I was rather in a bad mood . nth to update anyways . ya I saw clar and baohui tag . thanks lots. I will work hard . but dun give up seems to be difficult fer me as you all know me so well that i give up easily. oh mans how I wish I can have a good good break.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 '
today 6am , my phone msg ring . i know it was jae posting . I didn't want to bother . after awhile I go and look and it said yr jae posting is unsuccessful . I didn't manage to get into poly . well so after seeing that I continue to slp . I was so tired . then 6.50am baohui call me . I pick up my phone . she ask me how my jae posting . I didn't say much except I say I didn't get into any poly . then in the morning actually preparing to go to work . then jing yi call to say go appeal . then I change my mind and didn't went to work . meet jingyi ,guiliang ,siyin at pasir ris interchange . then we went to take bus 15 to Tampines Poly . We went to appeal . we can only appeal those we are eligible which mean I got only 1 choice . I praying hard to get in poly. appeal is my last chance . my mum say if my last chance unsucess , ask me go ite , one side study one side take O lv then if next yr O lv result good can direct change to poly. i think back wad ms shang told me after getting O lv result . she was saying why must you guys had to be in this kind of situation then wake up . you should have work hard. I think she has reminded us to study alot of times even before N lv. i really feel the pain now . seriously . mood has been rather up and down . everybody is asking me how . I also dunno leh . I msg xiao mei mei just now . she also ask me how . seriously I myself dunno how . she ar in school still can msg want . very lihai . I wonder wun get caught want meh . she was saying her chinese first get less than 80 marks . lols. I told her this time dun do well .. work harder fer next paper . after that we went tm to had mos burger. then siyin came to my house after buying fruit punch. then she wait fer me to get change . then we walk to whitesand to do something. then we took a cab to changi village to pick up brandon their then to the aloha changi chalet . quite a no of ppl are there . I brought 2 breezer there fer myself . 2 bottles is nothing . alcohol is jus 5% . I drank liao dun feel anything at all . Brandon their was waiting fer me to come to play majong . lols . nv play money larhs . play fer awhile . quite sians . I went to sit alone. I needed time to cool down . well . then they started the fire fer bbq . I was there chatting wid them . about 10 plus I came home . I am in a mess . 我真的感到很无奈. I going slp.
Monday, February 18, 2008 '
I already make up my mind. If I cannot make it to poly . I will retake my O lv.
没有到最后的一秒我是不会放弃，我会继续的努力!
I want to prove myself I can do well .
Like wad idol said . if you want to do well , you have to study hard and you don't have to worry.
毕竟失败即是成功之母。
I swear I will study hard . I dun want to disappoint anyone anymore. I don't my parents to keep worrying this and that .
Like wad idol said yanzi is my motivation and she is my motivation to do well too.
after talking to xiao mei mei I feel better . thanks lots. don't alwaes say school sians . schooling important . I have tell u wad I want to say . jiayou bah . I think you have to slp early . so do I too.
Okies fer once I slping early . off I go slp le.
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Okies . here to post be4 i slp. although i been pondering whether should I update . Ytd went to work as usual . it was a busy day and wasn't a good day fer me. work until 8pm . mummy fetch me fer dinner . but I didn't had a good appetite . i eat so little . then go home and online . online till quite late . cos busy doing some stuff . today wake at 2 plus when i thought it was only 10 plus . lols . after looking at my phone then i know wah so late . I online to check stuff and my mum ask me to get change . then we went compass point fer lunch . the food at thr suck okies. I eat half only . then we went to grandma house. kena force to go thr . i dun like to go thr . go thr do nth except use my cousin com . awhile go back home to online . then 7 plus went to my ah yi house . then go fer dinner and came back at 10 plus to watch dou niu yao bu yao . at about to finish that time it keep buffering . I pek cek then dun watch liao . tmr still have to wake up early to watch it be4 i go to work . sians . yeah . everybody is asking when the posting result is coming out . i thinking is 19 ,bao hui say de . i not sure . I jus hope i get into poly . my cousin say i very hard to get into poly with this kind of point and i fail 2 impt sub . see how larhs . I say at most cannot go ite . but she say might well retake . ya i did thought of retaking . if i retake who going to teach me . I jus can't sit thr and do nth to pass wad. my sci and english has alwaes been bad . if retake i also will retake math . i supposingly to have to do well fer math but it came out bad . i dun want to think about it . retake i waste one year leh . my cousin still say at 25 point. appeal also useless de . posting result still not out . have to wait . my mum say private diploma lor . but dun wan larhs . i dunno how larhs . walk one step see one step lor . if times turn back , I swear i will work hard . but too bad times dun wait fer us .
Sunday, February 17, 2008 '
Oh ya I just login to say . Stop asking me why am I busy in msn . not busy is I auto sign in busy de . if I put away mean I not at my com . or so ever things . but sometimes I put busy is either I fell asleep or watching but 98% putting busy I was at my com . if everyone ask me , I have to explain again and again . =_="' . not updating today . tmr then update . I going to slp le . I still have loads of stuff to do . busy busy busy fer today and tmr .
Saturday, February 16, 2008 '
okies today wake up at 9 plus all thanks to baohui . She had her revenge .lols . she msg me at 7.50 . I reply but only at 9 plus i check my phone then realised I forget to sent out . then the phone keep ringing . Ytd I was happily thought I can slp until 2 plus without people waking me up . in the end still kena woke up by phone . I was lying on my bed but lazy to go online . only about 11 plus then went to online . I wasn't at the com . I was still lying on my bed . too tired to even walk to the toilet . okies. then mummy called me . then there was when I flared up . she ask me to help her hang the clothes. she forget to hang . I was like saying . even i hang , i will hang my want only . I am lazy to do housework . In the end I still had to do . while doing , I was cursing the clothes why there are so many . then continue online . then mummy come back to brought me lunch . I didn't eat much cos the food is like the same again . I dun eat the same type of food de lor . will very sians . then eat liao . I go bath . then I chatted on phone . lols . I seldom chat on the phone de . but this month alot . I think my phone bill will burst . wah dun burst leh . I will pay like siao . sians . I want to save money buy NDS and converse shoes. but I very hard to save money . cos if I go out , I sure buy alot of things.. okies. 3 plus I met up with wendy . We went to arcade . then baohui arrived. we suppose to watch movie but no ticket . sians leh . then we go shopping . I bought a gold belt . $19.90 . of cos as usual I pay by net . I dun take cash out from atm. lazy as usual. then we went mos burger . I nv eat . we was chatting around . then we went watson . then I went to shop and save to buy watermelon fer idol . LOLS . then joselyn msg me say she reaching soon . So I walk to mrt to look fer her . then I saw her . then lols .I nv kena shoot . lols. then idol call joselyn to bring us go . lols . She became the tour guide . lols . she walk so fast and left us behind . I ask her to slow down . She almost bring us to the wrong bus . I say is west loop de . then we went up the bus and I double check wid the bus driver . lols . the bus was so shaky larhs . everyone went unbalance . we ask the "tourguide" to see properly which stop . then we reach JM house . we chat bah . the queen ask us all self-intro . xiao mei mei was kena shoot by saying she became 20 yrs old . lols . Jm also kena shoot . LOLS. then we had dinner . lols . I can't remember who started saying about the wanton . it link us to ytd yanzi soiled tissue . lols . the image came out from our minds. then idol came le . then me and some of them finish le jiu go watch tv. lols. taiwan variety shows quite funny.then awhile later . JM and Queen go buy yusheng . xiao mei mei was constantly being teased of being called 20 yrs old. I also kena shoot fer being called 12 yrs old . they come back le . we jiu lao yu sheng . it was very funny . after lao liao , idol or queen say must eat at least 1 mouth . okies. then everyone has finish . we had grp pics. the everyone was resting . there was when i started give out the valentine'sday gift . Adeline give me chocolate . Idol give each of us a note. then we continued watch tv. until some one say play black jack . audrey was the banker . I like lost alot .I took very long to count somemore . lols . idol disiao me . keep saying see la see la . lols . then about 11.30, I last round . idol lend me her 10 cent jus nice one J and A . then I return idol 10 cents . then I bid goodbye and went off . I wait cab fer quite long cos waiting fer comfort de . I scared not enough mah . I reach home before twelve . the cab fare is about 5.40 . okies. larhs . not exp . I go home went straight to bath . I was multitasking . so I took alot of times to blogs . thanks committee members fer organising . thanks adeline fer the chocolate. thanks idol fer the note and I will study hard . okies. I gotta slp . It already 1 plus . tmr still got work. I will be guai and slp early . LOLS.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 '
HAPPY VALENTINE'DAY~ THIS IS THE BEST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER . LOLS. I SPENT THE DAY WID YANZI . I AM SO HAPPY TODAY . THIS MORNING WAKE UP AT 6AM . ACTUALLY IS WANTED TO ONLINE TO DO SOME STUFF SO WAKE UP EARLY . YUP. ABOUT 7.45am , I TOOK CAB TO TERMINAL 3 TO SEE SOMEONE SPECIAL WHICH IS STEFANIE SUN .I LOST MY WAY ALTHOUGH IDOL KEEP TELLING ME IS AT COUNTER 1 THERE . I WALK HALFWAY THEN SAW WEILIN . THEN WE WALK TOGETHER BACK TO COUNTER 1 .THERE WE SAW IDOL . LOLS. MY EYES GOT PROB . JUS NOW CANNOT SEE. YANZI CAME OUT AROUND 9 AM . SHE WAS SO UNGLAM LOR. SHE REALLY DUN CARE HER IMAGE .SHE BLOW HER NOSE AT THE SIDE BUT INFRONT OF US . AND DO YOU KNOW WAD SHE DO . SHE THREW HER USED TISSUE IN HER BAG . ALTHOUGH NOT MANY PPL NOTICE . SOME OF THEM WAS TALKING ABOUT YANZI MESSY HAIRS.SHE CALLED IT BOBO HAIRSTYLE. SHE WAS FUNNY OKIES. THEN SHE WALKED TOWARDS US . YANZI TALKING TO ME . YOU SO YOUNG . YOU TWELVE YEARS OLD AR . I WAS LAUGHING LIKE SIAO . THEN SHE SAY HOW OLD ARE YOU ? I TOLD HER I WAS EIGHTEEN . I DUN THINK SHE BELIEVE ME . YANZI WAS SAYING TO US . WOW NEW FRIENDS AR . COS SHE DUNNO ME , AUD , WEILIN AND PINKBEE . THEN IDOL THEIR WAS SAYING VERY LONG ALRDY.HOW LONG HAS YOU 出道. YANZI SAY SEVEN YEARS . THEIR WAS SAYING FIRMLY EIGHT YEAR. YANZI WAS LIKE DIAO AND SAY DUN SCARE AWAY NEW FRIENDS LARHS . LOLS . THEN YANZI PROCEED TO HAVE AN INDIVIDUAL PICTURE WID US . JM THEIR START TO SAY HER HAIR MESSY AND SHE MAKE HERE AND THERE . LOLS . IT BECAME WORST . THEN IDOL THEIR PASS YANZI SOMETHING . THEN YANZI HAVE TO GO IN DEPARTURE HALL . COS SHE SAY SHE WANNA HAD BREAKFAST. I WONDER OTHER THAN FOOD WAD ELSE CAN SHE THINK IN HER MINDS. .SHE BID US GOODBYE AFTER CLEARING IMMIGRATION . LOLS . SHE REALLY FUNNY AND UNGLAM . THANKS IDOL FER THE PICS.
ME AND YANZI
AFTER THAT WE ALL WENT TO HAD BREAKFAST AT MAC . I CAN'T FINISH MY FOODS . COS STILL HAVING FLU , EAT THINGS NO TASTE DE . QUEEN SAY CAN SEE I VERY SLPY PLUS I SICK . QUEEN WAS ASKING ME TO SLP EARLY. WE CHAT ALOT OF STUFFS . WE WAS SAYING WE WUN DARE TO EAT WANTON FER MONTHS AFTER SEEING YANZI THREW HER TISSUE IN HER BAG . LOLS . SO FUNNY LARHS . ABOUT 11 PLUS WE WENT OFF . WE WENT SEPARATE WAYS . TMR ALSO WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN . I TAKE BUS 53 HOME . I WENT TO TAKE EZLINK CARD BUT UNTIL NOW I STILL CAN'T FIND IT . ARGH . THEN BAO HUI SAY SHE GOT ONE SPARE ONE . SHE GIVE ME LOR . THEN I GO TOP UP BUT THE ONE I CAN'T IT GOT MORE THAN TEN DOLLARS LEH I JUS TOP UP THE DAY BEFORE ONLY . BAOHUI,MEIYI,CLARISSA AND ME MET UP AT PASIR RIS THEN WE TOOK MRT TO BEDOK . WE HAD LUNCH AT BEDOK INTERCHANGE THEN WENT TO HAD K. WE SANG LOADS OF SONGS .STARTING FROM YANZI SONGS. WE SANG YANZI , AMEI , JOLIN , XIAO ZHU , JAY CHOU , TANYA ,S.H.E, KAREN MOK , JJ LIN, WANG LEEHOM , DAVID TAO ,KELLY POON AND LOADS . BUT MOSTLY YANZI SONG . WE SANG WO HUAI NIAN DE TWICE . THAT SONG IS A MUST SING DE LOR . SANG UNTIL ABOUT 7 . WE WENT TO HAD PIZZAHUT FER DINNER . THE QUENE WAS SO LONG . I EAT FINISH JIU ABOUT 9 PM . THEN CALL DIDI . DIDI ASK ME TREAT HIM AND JOEY DINNER. I SAY OKIES LARHS HURRY COME . TREAT ME LIKE ATM MACHINE . NO MONEY THEN COME FIND ME . THEN I TREAT THEM MAC .EAT LIAO . MUMMY SAY IT SHUN LU SO ON THE WAY FETCH US BACK . COME BACK WENT STRAIGHT TO BATH AND ONLINE . CHATTED WID XIAO MEI MEI AND IDOL. I GONNA GET A WATERMELON FER IDOL . LOLS . OKIES. I GONNA SLP . BOTH IDOL AND QUEEN ASKING ME TO SLP EARLY . OKIES I WILL BE GUAI AND I GOING TO SLP NOW .
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oh no , I notice I am been throwing my mp4 aside after playing wid my new phone . oh shit I think I had to look fer it now. I really going to slp now .
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 '
actually I been wondering should I update my blog . I am lazy okies. I still sick . bad flu and sore throat . no voice larh . sad leh . why must it do this to me . LOLS~ tmr I still want go K de leh . why now then sore throat . argh !!! slacking the whole afternoon . spenting my time lying on the bed . I am feeling tired . I was watching tv the whole night . 9pm show very nice . 7 pm want still okies. now is like both show got dawn yeoh act . i getting sian on her leh . then online the whole day . chatting on phone . lols. bao hui msg me and ask me . why you alwaes call me when i working . lols . I reply her how i know ar . I dunno wad time you work mah . actually just want to ask her wad time we are meeting tmr afternoon . Okies btw to meiyi , clar . we are meeting at 12.30 in the afternoon at bedok mrt station . meiyi and clar can meet me first at pasir ris mrt . baohui leave in tampines so might well meet in bedok . after K , we can go marina square to have a good dinner . I Just wish I got voice . okies larhs . not as bad as last time . my mum keep ask me drink more water . and you know i dun like drink water except cold drinks . oh ya . joselyn jus tell me in msn and say she change her seat to the back liao . LOLS. cos the previous post i write in front . cos she nv tell me earlier . lols . okies larhs . I gotta go slp . this week actually i slpt very early leh.
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Sorry I didn't had time to update ytd , I was too tired and sick . My bad flu is bad . So I didn't went to work today . Ytd as usual went to work . afternoon start to have flu . wtf . so sians . go home is like lying there liao . at night chat wid xiao mei mei . as usual she trying to suan me . everytimes like that de . today morning decided not to go work . xiao mei mei msg me lor . I ask her I thought you in school . can msg me de meh . she say can tou tou de . I dun believe lor . cos she told me once she sit in front . whr can msg de . LOLs. she funny larhs . then i continue to slp . jus wake up not long .
Monday, February 11, 2008 '
oh yea . I wake up at 7.30am . tired tired tired . I wake up earlier is jus because I want watch dou niu yao bu yao on youtube before I went to work. then around 9 plus take bus to work. then lunch time we went to east point and had sakae sushi . I already eating sushi fer 4 times in 2 weeks.then went back to work . My boss give me $20 hong bao. after work , went to mummy shop . didn't want to go at first . in the end , anything larhs . I didn't take dinner . not feeling well. went home and online and watch tv .
Sunday, February 10, 2008 '
today wake up at 10am . I do my own stuff then prepare to go out . I thought I going to be late cos I come out later. but how I know they all late then became the earliest . that why I go out them I sure take my time de .I will be still the earliest . meet siyin their at pasir ris interchange then we take bus 403 to jingyi house to bainian . at thr get 2 hong bao . go thr gamble black jack . I maciam broke lor . I got $34 at my wallet be4 I go . I lost about $26 . they all say I like to risk . 17 point still want to add somemore . about 3 plus we went off . they go wilfred house while i dun want go and went home . mummy do her things while I fell asleep on her bed while watching tv . then we go my dad friend house . go there do nothing . then we go bugis singtel there look fer handphone . yeah . I buy k770i continue the line and pay 100 cos contract haven finish . but if new line dun nid to pay lor . lols . the person say w910i is better . i dun want to have a phone that everyone is using . cos w910i , alot of my cousin and friend are using that . i dun want the same . of cos I pay myself .I buy 1 gb memory card . this is the first sony ericsson phone i use . i use nokia all the while but I lost hope after using 6280 . waste my time using that phone . then we go foodcourt had dinner . eat liao come back . do my stuff . then mummy alwaes bad mood come kao peh at me . I was like wad the fuck larhs . I scold back and say dun alwaes bad mood come scold me me . then so on and on I choose to ignore . daddy and mummy quarrel again . it seems to be coming again . well . shall not comment more about it . yeah. then online msn . idol chat wid me . yeaps . maybe I should adjust my timing rightly . then chat wid joselyn . so far everytimes she tell me is school sians . lols . i wish i can start sch earlier lor . lols . yeah jus now was about 11.30. I was asking her tmr got sch still dun slp ar. she say later . lols . alwaes like that . the wonder everytimes say tired . I ask second time then she go slp . Ya now my turn to slp .cos I tell idol I will adjust my timing and slp earlier . yeah I want to be guai . LoLs.
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I just came back from Vivocity . I am damn tired now . I went to watch ah long pte ltd at 12.40 wid family and cousins . the show funny larhs but not that nice . I still want watch CJ7 and kungfu dunk . but I want watch CJ7 more . sians either timing not right or ppl dun wan watch . this morning , my mum wake me up at 10 plus, I was there angry . Ytd I slpt at 3 leh . tired larhs . ask me wake up go out fer breakfast . I was like can't they go themselves since I dun want to go . go balestier thr to eat . so sians larhs . I almost fell asleep and I didn't eat much . then go my grandma house again . sians okies . go there do nth but at least earn extra hongbao . I at thr book midnight movies ticket . then awhile my aunt call my mum . ask us go changi airport terminal 3 fer a walk . then walk liao go eat . about 5 back to my grandma hus again . cos my mum at thr play majong . sians sia . then awhile . My cousin and I went to hougang point . opposite nia . thr slack and ask about phone stuff . I change my mind . I want K770i liao . then we take cab to hougang green to check on something and cab back cos my cousin lazy to wait fer bus so take cab. also not I pay anyway . go back grandma hus thr . lied on the floor . about 11.30 we set off to vivocity . after finish watching the show alrdy 3 am . my leg ar pain . I walk without shoes on vivo . lols. my mum ask me dun wear de . say i leg pain until like that so diff to walk. blister larhs . my new heels ar . damn sucks . then daddy drove home . He was like speeding lor . I scared larhs . I keep ask him slow down . then plus i urine very urgent so ask him dun brake so hard if not my urine sure come out . LOLs. reach home online lor . okies larhs . now 4 am liao . I want to slp liao . tmr had to wake up at 10am to go my friend hus bai nian . if cannot wake up bobian lor .I put alarm clock see i can wake up anot .
Saturday, February 09, 2008 '
This CNY I really became a topic that every relatives of mine talking about . very what de lor . you know why ? Just because they said i really gain weight and fatter . I find okies wad . jus that my appetitte very good after finishing school . I can teach people how to gain weight liao . everyday eat fast food or 2 bowls of rice at night or having 4 to 5 meals a day , need to had supper .after eating , go straight to sleep. that the faster way to gain weight .lols . lame larhs .
ehs . jus came back from my paternal grandmother house . went there , the first thing I ask my grandma got things to eat anot . cos nv had lunch den very hungry . she say have and go heat up the food and cook some prawns fer me to eat . I eat liao , she say she help me wash the plate . lols . so good . she cook the prawns very nice . then you know wad i do after that . I lie on the floor and sleep . my mum say dun lie on the floor . said i alwaes back pain still lie on the floor . ask me slp sofa . I slp awhile den wake up eat dinner and watch kinship . watch liao , eat liao. we gamble black jack . every 3 rounds change banker . I win $1.50 . I 2 times banker , I win alot . I not be banker I lost . walau .okies. I consider win alot cos alot ppl lost . then go chat wid cousins. they wanted to watch ah long pte ltd 12.40am de tmr . but i dun wan too late. then my cousins say tmr afternoon go watch either the 长江七号 or 功夫灌篮 . they wanted to watch jay de . I was like okies . see how first . cos I thought want go fer movie marathon , watch 3 movies in a days . i can't really find the times. monday dunno go out anot . thursday valentine day . going fer k-session wid baohui and have dinner wid her . I alot of programmme and I have to work . I am busy woman fer now .I feel very empty . something must be went wrong . I nid to find something to do . sians. ,make myself occupied is the best things i can do now . okies larhs i gotta do my stuff now .
Friday, February 08, 2008 '
oh ya . I am back from Malaysia . sians okies .
7/2/08-thursday
well ytd . i really tired . I really stay awake fer more than 36 hours . 6 plus we went to bath and my dad drive to changi village and park thr . we take bumboat to malaysia . hmm about 1 hr ride . reach my grandmother house , the first thing i do is to had my breakfast and went to slp . about 9 plus i went to slp . then 1 pm . mum wake me up fer lunch and I eat liao . I continued to slp until 6 plus in the evening . wah that long . I slp thr . ppl ka jiao me . everytimes like that . then eat dinner liao watch tv lor . nth to watch anyway . watch I do I do . walau damn sians but funny , I have the Vcd . dunno watch how many times liao lor. about 12 am , I went to slp . my bro say I still can slp ar . just now slp until so long . I say can .
Ytd I am the earliest to slp . today i am the lastest to wake up . my mum wake me up at 9am but i so slpy cannot wake up . so i slp fer another hour lor . had my breakfast and watch about 12 take bumboat back . ard 1 plus back at home . later going my paternal grandma hus . sians sia .
Thursday, February 07, 2008 '
Last post before I go malaysia in 3 hours time . okies last minutes changes I will be back on 8 feb afternoon not 9 feb morning . Just now at around 1am . My dad was telling me he wanted to bring us out fer supper . I was like huh . I really lazy to go out le . since I alrdy bath and using computer . sians . okies then I said anything lahs .then we go hougang thr look fer plant . my dad bought 1 big plant and is cheap . then around 2 plus we go jalan kayu had roti prata . You know wad I try. It the first time I try banana prata . lols . eat liao about 3 plus reach home . I plan to stay awake the whole night . tmr at grandmother house i can slp all i want . cos there got no computer . overseas my hp cannot use . tv have to snatch so might well spent my time slping there . okies that all . wow today my phone msg alot . lols . in the afternoon already got ppl send me chinese new year msg . I send back only at 12 am .
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okies larhs . this time I shall not start wid hmmm. if not later got ppl say i alwaes start wid hmmm ... lols . today morning wake up late . went out to do things then to had lunch . came back home to online and do my own stuff and fell asleep . wake up liao go dinner wid relatives . come back late . now still online . lols . actually nth to write . jus hope u all have a nice days . happy chinese new year .
Wednesday, February 06, 2008 '
Here another post before my mum come nag at me to switch off my computer .I know I did post and say I will switch my computer at 11.30pm . Today I came back late . I got many stuff to do . Chinese New Year is here . Oh mans. I will be going to malaysia fer 3 days to pay a visit to my grandmother . That means I will not be online on 7 and 8 feb . I will be back on 9 feb . wah sians , no computer can I survive ? . I try to control . 8 feb at 11pm , tv show got yanzi . I wanna watch . My grandmother house can watch but hope nobody is snatching tv from me . my thoughts inside has been running wild . I wanted to fulfill alot of things . Since Chinese New Year is here , I shall write my wishes .
Get into poly and start to work hard .
I must get a new handphone . My stupid phone keep cannot call out. I nid to switch on and off . It so lag .
I want a PSP or NDS .
I want bull fighting Dvd
I want converse shoes .
I want casio baby G watch.
I want to get my driving license right after my birthday
Kick my Com addict .
I wish I can be a better person .
I swear I will change and let you see that I am not 死性不改.
I believe I can tolerate and control my temper and moodswing .
I am happy to have a great nice friends around me like baohui . No matter how busy she are , she will find time to go out with me . We can chat alot stuffs . She was my best buddy in my class . Say until her , I should have say thanks to her .My A maths pass well because she teach me . although she herself have to study , I call her and ask her. She willing to stay up on the phone until 1 am . I appreciated her help . She give me encouragement to do well fer amath .
maybe I should have listen . well . I know I was quite bad larhs . change halfway in the end still walk back the wrong path . baohui actually tolerate my tempers alot . I know nobody can tahan my temper .
I also wanna lead a simple carefree life .
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hmm today went to work as usual . after work , went tm to wait fer bao hui . she was late cos she nid to finish her work so i walk around tm . den we wanted to have mos burger but it was too late and finish le . so bobian had kfc . we plan to go out on monday and thursday . monday go eat and shop . thursday valentine day , we go sing K and had a good nice dinner. so now the plan is like that . tmr no work . yeah . i have to do my own stuff now .
Monday, February 04, 2008 '
hmm . sick sick sick . went to work as usual . I got my pay . my boss increase my pay . from $5/hr to $6/hr . shit larhs . I knew it still die die want try . I go drink coffee . I very depend on coffee to stay awake . although i know that i cannot drink it , I still drink it . In the end , I got gastric pain and diarrhoea . fuck larhs . keep going toilet . then abit feverish . eee .. I stubborn larhs . well I should have change my lifestyle . I shall cut down on computer time . I control myself . by 11.30pm , I shall switch off my com on weekdays and 12pm on weekends . idol say I must cut dwn time on com . I will learn to sleep early . if not my health alwaes been weak . now I must have a healthy lifestyle . play less com and slp early . eh and control my unhealthy diet . LOLS~ well cannot keep go on like that . I alwaes sick and loses alot of focusness . I must recover back . aaaa. lols . I must be guai and listen to idol . LOLs~ oh ya . btw that xiao mei mei keep calling me little kid. omg . she den little kid . nvm I shall call her ah girl . =_="' . actually very funny larhs . diao . okies
Sunday, February 03, 2008 '
hmmm yeah . woke up late today . 2 pm .maybe I should switch off my phone at night . this morning again . my brother's friend call my phone asking fer my bro . I was still slping and my phone rang .I jump out of my bed . wad the . I was so tired and scold the person and say my bro still slping larhs . I jus hang up the phone . and continue to have my slp . den after lunch , mum hlp me dye my hair . yeah now got colour liao . light brown . lols. then we go shopp at bugis area , the OG there and had dinner . came back falling asleep at the car . go home online and watch tv . and watch dou niu yao bu yao . then call mac delivery cos I am hungry . lols . one side eat and watch . now nth to do . gonna slp soon.
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hmmm . this morning I went to work until 2 pm. then i took a cab home. it cost me $6.20 . I go home change and meet siyin at dwntown. I went to chat wid tiffany and michelle . lols . I went to chalet and got jeremy their . then we all go play pool fer 1 hrs plus . then i go tabao kfc to eat . then went to chat wid tiffany cos she working break times . ask me to look fer her . then wait fer wendy to come . then we went back to chalet . I slp at the chalet . then they keep disturb me . then they say I come is to slp or enjoy . I was like saying I really very tired dun disturb me . then when ms koh came that time then I wake up. we eat some food . then ms shim say she dunno whr the place . then me and ms koh went to pick her up and went back to the chalet . we chat alot of things . they keep disiao me. say alot of sch stuff . they all disiao me say no teacher can tahan me . LOLS~ I got so bad meh . then about 11 plus went off wid clarissa , meiyi , wendy, ms shim and ms koh . ms koh , ms shim and me take cab . while they take bus . since it so shun lu , I took cab wid them . they send me home first . cos my house nearer . then come back online . miss the times in school . alot of good memories . sec 1 that time come sch is like wad the hell i am doing in this school . lol . sec 2 learn alot of bad things . became rebellious . alwaes skip class . that time no matter whr i go , teacher saw me will ask whr i am going . lols . alwaes argue and quarrel wid them . ppl say I very fierce then alwaes known me as scolding ppl . got meh . close frd then know i wun de larh . only to certain ppl . sec 3 that times . not so bad . only like to keep going to toilet and explore the sch during lesson times and got barred from toilet lor . lols . then sec 4 . been started to slp in class and go toilet every lesson . every day like kena teacher nagging at me and asking why I am alwaes so tired in class. soon they know that i playing maple like mad that time until midnight . know that i in class cannot stay awake . they ti liang my situation and sometimes allow me to slp . going wid frd was fun . sec 5 , we were pushed to study but eventually i started to give up . jus now was speaking to ms shim . say actually exams some is I give up de . cos I sometimes believe things are fated so i wun work hard cos i believe no matter i work hard or not , it is fated. things that i dunno , i try to learn but still dunno , I will ren ting i dunno and give up . ms shim was saying why I give up so easily . i say my mentality of thinking has alwaes been like that . I really miss the times in school . use to pong sch and report sick jus want to go home lor . lols .
Saturday, February 02, 2008 '
well . nothing much to update . cos i didn't went anywhere except work . mood wasn't good . jus being pissed off by someone . btw xiao mei mei is back . so online not sians liao . lols .
