Thursday, August 31, 2006 '
I will listen to yr advice really!
Yesterday , after much talking I manage to ask kailian darling and michelle teh to go school. Yeetheng and tiffany nv go sch. Cannot be all dun go. Nobody would believe they sick together... Finally this morning got company lerr ... I hope it rain and it really rain. Dun nid go that walk which I find it bo liao. Today that foong so kao peh .. ask us do source based question . Want do ownself do la. I am not interested in her lesson . Damned fcuking bored lor . The weather so nice to sleep but later she sent me down office den I die . Tahan lor ... Den she want give remedial after sch ... sumore still got Saturday have to go for SS 3 hrs. TMr Got Chinese 2 hrs ... I would go fer Chinese Than SS ... I answer that foong , Yew think I so free ar ... Got nth better things to do izzizt ... Jus ask Mdm Tan help me find Ms Koh den saw her at Art room ... I ask mdm Tan accompany me to find her ... I said I scared ar ... bobian ... Den at Art room .. She called Ms Koh ... den tell Ms Koh ... wo eng yao mdm tan pei wo qu zhao ta ... still say ben lai wo hao jiao mdm tan pass ge ms koh ... Then Ms Koh said ... Yew so scared of me meh... shuo Wo mei you chen yi ... hahas ... so funny ... MS Koh said better study hard ... want my Prelims marks ... I honestly tell her ... My prelims really cannot make it want ... I tell her said N level wo zhen de hui study hard de ... She said the best teacher's day present is she want my good results ... lyk wad mdm tan tell me earlier ... I ask English how to pass... She tell me lor ... I will listen de go study hard and do what she said maybe I pass leh ... She said she use to learn english lyk that ... I believed her ... I can trust her words ...She said it may help but is not a promise la ... I believe If I put in the effort to study I will pass . SHe said my sec 1 and 2 , English not that bad ... She also said my sec 2 results quite good and sec 3 not that bad ,Dun give up at sec 4 ...She know the class want ... English spelling alot mistakes ...She said stopped playying computer games liao and started study I might catch up ... By this wk , I going to stop playing computer except to blog only ... I can tell her , I will really listen to her advice ! really ! I dun lied ! ... Because She is the teacher which I respect most... I regret fer what I did in the past and She didn't give up on me! She is the only teacher which I can said Wo fu lerr ta ... I ren su ...i wanted to say smth but I can't bring myself to said . I jus wanted to said 'Sorry' fer what I did in the past which make me regret ... I dun have the courage ... I will study hard and get good results fer N level and come back to sec 5 ... I noe words dun tell anyythings but do and get would show it ... I believe I can do it . Some ppl would noe the only teacher I listen to is only Ms Koh . I dun even listen to my hmtutor. N level is coming ! I am going to study and control myself not to make any teacher angry lyk wad Ms Koh want me to do. Later ar all teachers angry until heart attack later become my fault ... People might not believe I will study but At least I believe in myself ...
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 '
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today morning .. the first thing i do is to open the computer and play maple ... den suddenly jane call me ask to come my house ... since my mum is not at hm ... den I say ok ... She come my house to watch me play maple also can ... not bored meh ... play maple fer 6 hrs lerr ... siannx ... nth ... now ar ... talking to that beast act Mei yi ....
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 '
I ur maid ar ...
Today exam quite okies ... Stella invilgilate so long ... den stare at me fer so long ... hai wo so distracted ... wad the ... today got free show again ... She wear long dress den sit on the chair on the stage there ... look up can see ... If she stand sure can see de lor ... bu zhi dong de ... Ms Shim collect papers I tok she stared at me ... she huan lo ar ... Then She called clarrissa cassandra ... make us laugh ... den scold us no talking ... hahas ... Later everyone go out of hall liao ... den we make alot of noise ... so many ppl she dun ask to close the door ... pian pian ask me .... wad the ... close the door fer her lor ... I not her maid ... next time ask her hire amaid to close the door .... after sch , I go tm wid Jane buy thing lor ... tmr no sch ... can play whole day maple liao ...
Monday, August 28, 2006 '
killer paper
Today Chemistry ... wah cannot do sia ... Amath Ms shim killer paper ... all I study nv come up wad the ... I noe I will fail ... If I get below 15 out of 70 , i will cry sia ... First time study 2 to 3 days fer amath ... sumore yesterday only slp 3 hrs ... TMr paper hope will pass la... my combined science and humanities already gone case ... Jus finish playing maple ... yeah lv 39 liao ... so hard sia ... Today exams feel so distracted especially when mrs stella tan come in invigilate ... she went low cut shirt ... she counting 4/1 paper while we still doing ... walau she bend sown and count .. I look up and suddenly saw ... I hurry look at my paper dun look at her ... lyk free show lor ... no self control ar ... wear lyk that still bend down ... omg ... feel disgusted ...
Sunday, August 27, 2006 '
lol
Today got nth to do ... Study abit of A maths ... den play awhile of maple lor .... siannx ...
Saturday, August 26, 2006 '
sianz
Today, bored ... nth much to do ... play maple in the afternoon and study a bit of A math ...that all i do ...
Friday, August 25, 2006 '
why are People tapping my shoulder ...
Today my frenz wishing me good lucks by tapping which i think it suppose to be bad lucks ... After doing Maths Paper 2 .. I urgent want urine ... then ms Shim want bring me go ... Then Mrs Stella Tan said left 10 min to collect paper cannot go toilet ... I was ok but why must she tap my shoulder ... Then after the paper she collecting 4/1 paper ... I nv sit properly ... she saw and tap my shoulder again and say sit properly ... then awhile ms shim collect paper I was toking ... She scolded me No talking is allowed ... lols ... I think i today de mood abit tooo high liao ... good mood today ... I lyk chi cuo yao ...
Thursday, August 24, 2006 '
Slack , slack , slack
Today after exams , I got back my chinese prelim paper 1 ... wah ... pass can liao ... as long is pass I am happy wid it but I want better marks ...tmr got english and E math paper 2 ... actually want go jia chi's house study de .... in the end go there slack ... after sumore go arcade play .. saw alot of familiar people ... I saw Michelle tan , bao lin , james and more la ... siianxxx .... Today paper i heck care de ... geographyy I anyhow do ... actually i write 1 sentence fer each qns de but I slp early then Mdm tan see my paper ... ask me write sumore ... I say dunno I nv study ... She say even dunno also must try ... I go try and do and finish the paper ... wo ge ta mian zi ... i do the paper ... if it is ms foong who ask me , I tell yew wait long long ... she set paper soo hard ... Fcuk yr own ass la ... dun expect me to pass combined humanities ... I hate humanities since sec 1 ... I alwaes fails humanities ... becos it sucks ... my language not good de ...
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 '
exams that tough mah?
Exams is really that tough mah ? I study last min wan ... My ss gone ... If want to pass combined humanities , I must 35 out 50 to get 50 out 100 fer combined humanities ... but no use plus CA also fail ... My A math also same pass papers still must see Ca den die ... Even if i jus pass , My Ca get 9 out of 140 how to pass u tell me ... Combined Science at least still got hope ... 2 subjects gone left wid English , Chinese ,E maths and Combined Science ... Today English paper 1 de section 1 really got no choice but to do anyone becos i dunno how to rite a single want ... I finish quite early .. I finished within 1 hours bahs ... hall air-con so cold .. then urine so urgent then want to pee ... ask to go toilet ... then Ms Koh brought me to toilet ... scared of her ... so fierce ... nag at me to study ... I been paying attention in class after prep paper ... sumtimes still sleep de mah ... She want me pass all subjects ... I also want to pass but A math and Combined Humanities is Gone case liao ... want me to show her result slip when results come out ... later result not good wo bu shi si dao hao chan ... tmr got physics paper .... planning to study physics but definitely not geography la ... I prefer history den Geo lor ... All becos of A math den take geo ... those who taking exams in hall is better to sit behind ... sit near the door ... ppl open door very distracted ... in front also ... hahas ... go study physics lerr ....
Sunday, August 20, 2006 '
so long nv blog
I actually forget my blog password ... I also dunno why ... I think i so long nv blog lerr ... siannx le ... thursday I bring food up to class den left abit give jocelyn eat den stella tan saw den scold me say Yew are not allow to bring food up ... do yew think I care ... what the fcuk la ... exams coming liao ... must study liao cannot slack slack liao ... now jus offline maple ... com very lax leh ....
Saturday, August 12, 2006 '
bored
friday actually pong sch, how i noe my mum last min ask me go .. wad the ... didn't want to go but kena force to. go also so nth ... only ms foong came ... that "foong" zi ask mr razak come scold ppl ... said siyin talking ask her go office then guiliang fer sleeping , aaron ,jeremy ,farihin and saiful also kena fer playing . lucky i nv kena . after mr razak go ,i continued sleeping . can't listen to that crazy old hag teaching ... teach until almost whole class fail ... i can't stand her. today siiannx ... also dun feel lyk playing maple ... find it abit too bored liao ... today went out whole day and come back use com lor ...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 '
stupid
I VERY SIANNX , DUN FEEL LYK GOING SCHOOL. EVERYDAY DO NOTHING EXCEPT GET SCOLDING. YESTERDAY MS SHIM SCOLD ME SAID IS UNFAIR TO OTHER THAT I ALWAES CHANGE MY SEAT AND SLEEP IN CLASS AND DO NOTHING WHEN TEACHERS ARE TEACHING WHILE THE REST OF THE CLASS SIT AT THEIR OWN PLACE AND DO THEIR WORK. SO WHAT IS UNFAIR. THERE IS NTH PERFECT WHAT . SUMORE SAID IF I CONTINUED LYK THAT SHE WILL SUSPEND ME AND DO WHATEVER I WANT. WHAT SIA. YEW THINK I CARE. I WILL LISTEN AND STUDY ONLY IF I AM IN A GOOD MOOD. OTHERWISE I DUN CARE. I KNOW EXAMS IS COMING . I ALREADY CUT DOWN TIMES THAT I SPENT ON COMPUTER. I DUN HAVE THE HABIT TO STUDY EARLY. I AM A VERY LAST-MINUTE PERSON WHO WUN DO THINGS EARLY. MS SHIM STILL SAID I AM A POTENTIAL DISTINCTION SCORER . TALK LYK SO EASY . WHERE GOT SO EASY TO GET DISTINCTION. SUMTIMES I AGREE WHAT BAOHUI SAID. NOT I STUPID , NOT I LAZY AND NOT THAT I CANNOT STUDY IS JUST THAT I CAN'T BE BOTHER TO STUDY THAT ALL. I AM SLACKING TOO MUCH. VERY HARD TO CHANGE MY ATTIDUDE LOR. IF I DUN HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO PASS EXAMS , I WILL NOT STUDY FER IT UNTIL I FEEL THAT I CAN PASS. I THINK I SHOULDN'T SLACK TOO MUCH UNTIL I CAN'T STOP SLACKING.YESTERDAY TOO ANGRY BECAUSE OF JEREMY UNTIL HEAD PAIN THEN CHABO A MATH REMEDIAL. FRIDAY NOT COMING TO SCHOOL.MAYBE GO SEE DOCTOR COS BEEN FEELING SICK. SUNBIAN NA MC. ALSO LAZY WANTED MORE HOLIDAY . LAST YR I PONG 2 TIMES. THIS YEAR I PONG 2 TIMES LERR PLUS FRIDAY IS WILL BE 3 TIMES. SURE ALOT PPL DUN COME DERR...YA STOP HERE I GO CONTINUED PLAY MAPLE LIAO.
Friday, August 04, 2006 '
bad mood
My mood is getting worst. Very easily angry now. Tuesday jus because Ms shim confiscated my book , I angry and kick the chair and walk away. Just flared up lyk that. Thursday , That foong la, ask to change back place. I also angry but then this time worst . I ask to go toilet so when i go , I jus kick the chair which almost hit her. She say dun threw yr temper off. Who she think she are. I threw my temper is my problem not hers . really got no mood to do anything now. Getting bored. my study is getting worse . Failing all times. Cannot concentrate at all.
