Saturday, March 31, 2007 '
i sibei pek cek .. I want to released my anger but I can't .. see when I free bah den I wanna go pasir ris park ... My anger alrdy stuff until I can't stand it .. nth much ..I ytd slp at 1am .. my mum larhs this morning not even 11am alrdy thr keep asking me to wake up .. I am tired larhs .. how to tahan till midnight then slp .. I still haven touch any hw ... shit mans .. I am lazy lazy lazy .. see first larhs ...
Friday, March 30, 2007 '
hmmm .. jus finish my dinner .. quite sleepy ... today morning first period english .. sians siia ... listen mr shafie teach damned slpy ... after that math .. ms shim came in .. i straight away ask fer toilet ... tahan very long ... then got math probability test ... eee so confusing .. hope pass larhs .. Amath gone le ... then Physics go lab .. we do practical ... after Chinese lesson , got test .. argh .. I hate close passage .. I dun even understand the passage at all .. jus follow my heart .. and rite dwn answer .. after that go hm.. had my lunch and slp until 5 pm wait up watch .. fen si tong le hui cos gort yanzi .. I lyk wo huai nian de .. so nice ... lols .. this wkend hws is stacking up .. english must copy like hell .. then SS got 3hw .. i dun think i will touch SS ... Math got Emath wkend hw .. E math can borrow from meiyi or whoever got do copy can le .. Chinese got correction to do .. I still Chem holiday assignment until now i die die dun do .. cos i angry wid ms ng .. heck care her larhs ... must survive argh ..I hate hw ...
Thursday, March 29, 2007 '
das0tonq bu yao zai nan guo .... yew are nort deadsotonq okies .. yew are my precious sotonq ... dun be too sad ... wo hui zai ni de shen bian yi zhi pei ni ... hais .. why she alwaes sad .. yew dun sad anymore okies .. if nort i also nort happy ... dun say I bias larhs .. ya wo shi bi jiao deng dasotonq .. cos I trust her more than other .. I got trouble I talk to her , she will listen .. now she sad .. I will do the same thing ... me and dasotonq bi jiao close .. I know sumtimes I with yew all .. I very quiet .. dasotonq .. wo hui teach her maths ..but I also gort teach theng, michteh and tiff math also mah ... ni men wu ge bu yao nan guo okies .. bu yao qu guan mr san .. he is lyk that de .. dun nid to care him .. take him as he is transparent can le ...
I myself de probs dou hai mei you qu solve lor .. wo hao fan larhs .. i zhi nort feeling well ... kinda headaches .. i am also stress ..sometimes wo mood bu hao .. wo everythings also heck care .. I know I got attidude probs ... wad to do .. my character jiu shi zhe yang .. nort I very wad ... I dun even understand wo zhi ji ... ru guo ni men ken gei wo yi ge ji hui .. wo hui gai .. wo dui ta si xin le ... wo zhi xu yao yi dian shi jian lai xiang wo de wei lai .. wo yao de shi shen me .. spare me some times .. wo de stead .. yi ge li bai mei msg wo .. ke shi wo cheng ren wo shi bu xi huan ta .. wo xin zhong zhi you yi ge ren .. wo zhi dao wo zai wan wo de stead .. ke shi ta bu msg wo .. wo men hen nan zai yi qi ... wo hen xiang ken ta break .. yin wei wo ken ben dou bu xi huan ta .. wo bu yao lang fei ta de shi jian .. yin wei ta yong yuan dou bu neng qu dai wo xin mu shang de ren .. ni ke yi shuo wo stupid .. ye ke yi shuo wo mei you yong .. ye ke yi shuo wo wu ke jiu yao ... I jus xi wang .. ni men ke yi liao jie wo de xin qing .. bu shi wo bu yao yong gong .. shi wo bu dong zhi ji yao shen me .. wo mei you bu biao .. ke neng ni men ren wei wo bu neng pass wo de O lv and MYE .. wo hui zhen ming ge ni kan .. wo de ji ge .. ye ke yi na 14 point fer Olv .. wo you zai ting ke .. sumtimes yew all ren wei i slping .. actually i jus close my eye ... but my ears are listening .. dun alwaes think i slp .. if I slp ... yew all must call me alot times then i can wake up de ...
xi wang wo neng zao hui wo de mood ... zuo ren hen xin gu .. no matter wad i do .. ppl ren wei wo you cuo .. wo dao di cuo zai na li ... ni men yi zhi xue de wo cuo .. but wo de ren shi zhe yang .. ni du wo hao .. wo dui ni hao .. ni dui wo bu hao .. shen me dou mian tan... sumtimes wad yew all say do hurt us ... nort i think yew all wrong .. but i feel the pain ... i know sumtimes ni men wei wo hao .. sry if wo zhen de you cuo .. but shui neng liang jie wo .. zai jia .. zhi you mama hen deng wo .. but wo hai shi hen shao ken ta jiang hua ... wo whole days duo zai fang jian yi ge ren ... ye xu .. wo bu xi huan bei leng mo .. and neglect bah ... wo xue de zhi ji hao ji mo .. hao xiang zai yi ge hei an de shi jie ...
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Hais rainy days is super shiok .. mood quite good after that was bad .. Today first period . homeroom .. lols .. Ms Shim give us last year our MC ... ask us put in order and staple it .. I think my class got the thickest stack .. I got 1 MC and 1 letter .. MC is I pong sch de .. I remember I nv come fer many days .. how come only got 2 .. huili the most .. 30 MC ... After that was 2 period of Math .. hmm on vectors ... finally I understand it ... after that was Mother Tongue lesson ... mdm tan is go thru the format fer formal and informal letter as tmr got class test .. after that was SS .. We took our time to walk up to class .. kinda bored .. I jus can't absorbs wad Ms foong is teaching .. oh wo de tians ... then after recess was Chemistry .. Ms Ng spoil my mood ... She give test without telling us .. We argue lyk hell .. She say alrdy having probs with her sec 1 class .. then still saying having probs with me .. pls lor .. nobody ask yew to teach my class .. since yew say u dun lyk my class .. and yew are bias .. yew keep postponed 5/2 test and not us .. and pls stop comparing 5/1 and 5/2 ... in our class .. yew say 5/2 is better .. in 5/2 , yew say 5/1 better ... I so angry that I dun even want to do the test and slpt thru 2 period .. so shiok lor somemore raining ... wake up left 5 mins . I jus say I go toilet ar ... Ms Ng say I nv give yew permissions ... I dun care jus walk out of class and go toilet .. She wamt complain to who I also dun care .. I only go urine ... sians .. I hate Chem lor .. My physics has been improving since last yr and My Chem totally sucks lor ... after Chem was A math .. we having tests ... I sure fail de .. dun understand the qns at all .... after that lunch break ... eat lor mee again . siyin larhs I want eat rice de lor .. then nobody pei wo eat so I eat lor mee with them ... then selfstudy .. Ms Shim came in and teach linear law .. lols .. I think I am the first one to fall asleep ..then slowly half the class fell asleep .. lols .. the weather so nice to slp .. wake up I go toilet .. after peeing .. whoo~ shiok .. rainy days .. urine damned many .. the winds blow wah shiok man ... after that I ask my mum come fetch me hm .. as I lazy to walk hm ... come back .. online still now ...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 '
hmmm ... feeling much better today .. morning meet siyin go downtown eat Mac .. then we take bus to school .. first period english ... Mr Shafie keep disiao me .. call me bird ... wtf ... then SS lesson .. me , brandon and meiyi join table play taidi .. Ms Foong walk behind we hurry keep the poker card .. we play one game fer 2 period cos ms foong keep walking behind ... in the end I won .. lols .. playing cards while teacher is teaching .. lols .. pathetic .. after that was A math .. new topics .. dun really understand wad Ms Shim is teaching .. Yeah We got early recess .. 12pm we are at canteen buying food alrdy .. Then I was eating .. Ms Chua jus nice .. walk over and say wah so fast .. I was jus saying .. we 12 pm came dwn alrdy ... Not alwaes early .. is jus that Ms Shim lesson be4 recess . we would beg fer early recess .. after recess was Emath .. new topic .. Vectors .. kinda lame topic ... got abit of translation ... got column vector and got scalar multiplication ... tmr still got A math Binomial theorem test .. Friday got Emath Probability test and Chinese test ... wah 1 whole wk full of class tests ... after that Self-study ... Mr Seet relief .. he kinda irritating .. keep asking us to do our work .. we dun care de lor .. chatting all the way .. then was another teacher came in call wad Mr Koh .. he dun look lyk a teacher at all .. more look lyk a Principal .. lols ... He ask was is self-study fer .. the class bluff him .. is do own thing and chat .. he lyk realli believe them .. after that PE .. yeah ... cancel .. so remain at class do our work but we chatting lor .. playing truth or dare .. then got jokes and got some thinking quiz among ourselves ... then Ms Lim came join in the fun .. so lame ... after that came hm .. watch abit of tv .. and now online lor .. wah .. later still got hw nid to do hais ..
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 '
I am jus tired~ sians ... first period was Math .. Ms Shim show wkend Hw answer on the OHP .. I nv do so there copying all the answer .. Ms Shim ask me why I nv do ... giving some excuses that I dunno how to do ... She say not attempted at all whr can be cannot do ... lols .. Actually I did 4get got wkend hw ... After that was Chem .. Ms Ng was kinda nagging .. we bluff her go lab do practical .. in the end all dun wan do sit thr chat ... then english .. Mr Shafie talk lots of Craps ... after recess was Cme .. I knew it Ms Shim would use it as A math lesson ... wtf .. then straight another 2 period of A math .. I was copying Polynomial Identities wkend hw .. after that Ms Shim go thru Binomial Theorem .. Copy halfway .. fell asleep ... Ms Shim was saying .. Candice is falling asleep .. feeling tired .. then I ask to go toilet .. I really urgent want to go pee .. Then Ms Shim was thr disiao say I so small size got so many urine meh .. wad the .. hurriedly went to the toilet .. Come back class do the cumulative ws .. I stuck dunno how to do .. Ms Shim was saying see la .. aI teach that time yew slping now then Yew dunno ... Hello is I 4get formula .. and all Practice ws is still wid Ms Shim ... after that Pc .. got sexual talks .. kinda funny .. about marriage .. mdm kamisah was asking wha is the most important .. I go say all the 5Cs .. Cash , Car ,Condo, Credit Card and Career .. lols .. say wad horny .. lols ... after that was lunch break ... lesson supose to start at 2.30 .. I went to class at 2.15pm and alrdy thr slping .. 2.30 bell ring .. mdm tan came into class .. She give some ws about formal letter ... I was thr tired and blur .. alrdy tahan as much as I can to stay awake .. in the feel my head lyk very heavy and jus fall asleep .. after that ... kailian their and me went to minimart ... We eat thr .. go back sch .. they go CCA ... I wait fer them at canteen ... 6.10pm , we go hm .. jus now be4 go minimart ... I saw Ms Koh .. I was outside sch .. then tiff was walking out to sch and she go ask MS Koh .. She nv ask my result ar .. tiffany say she ask why ... wah if later ms koh come ask me I jialiat .. argh .. if Ms Koh scold me .. I wnt scold tiff liao ...
Monday, March 26, 2007 '
Today ... change timetable ~ wah the timing very sucks ... first two period ... SS .. okies ... I was lyk the one who was providing the answers .. then 3 periods of English ... super boring ... after recess was Amath .. ms shim go thru answer ... after that was physics ... .. then assembly .. super boring ... got abit of mood coming backs ....
Sunday, March 25, 2007 '
My life is in a mess ... I am struggling .. I dunno wad to do .. life is so hard ... I want to do wad I want ... who can give me hope ... My world is dark ... I feel lyk shutting off myself from the world .. I am not interesting in everything ... my life is so dull ... feeling very bad larhs ... I am alrdy tired of everything .. Life is nth to me .. why life is making things different .. I taking one step at a time .. maybe baohui is right .. wo hao bu dao na li qu .. I can tell yew I hate hw .. I hate sch ... I hate study .. I jus want to hurry finish O lv and get out of sch .. so no more stress ...
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If time turns back ,I hope to be a better person .. I am totally useless , hopeless and hlpless .. hais .. am I giving up jus lyk that ... I dun even understand myself .. I want to change ... Sometimes I hope time pass faster better ... I regret alot of things ... wad I done alrdy done ... hoping times would turn back 5 yrs ago ...
Saturday, March 24, 2007 '
hais .. today baohui , clarissa and me go tm .. actually want watch movie then no ticket .. in the end we go had lunch and shop awhile and I went hm .. sians lor .. sumore i not in a very gd mood .. so moody .. no apetite to eat sumore .. walau ... fcuking damned bad mood ... feel lyk smashing things but I can't .. bought yan zi new album Ni Guang ... listen liao feel quite gd about it nice .. I lyk Ni guang and gugi gugi .. jus a short post ...
Friday, March 23, 2007 '
sians .. no mood .. hais
hais .. everyday feel very tired .. I am really sick and tired of school .. everyday either tests or hws .. I want 1 more wk of holiday!!! No mood ... everyday I also sians .. dunno wad to do larhs .. in class .. I still haven find back the mood yet .. this 1 wk ar not a single lesson that i really pay attention .. it was like either i was slping or daydreaming ... even i listen also cannot absorb de .. sure 1 ear in 1 ear out.. Today first period .. free 2 period .. sit thr do nth .. then g0t i very funny de indian teacher came in .. he just step in the class .. the whole class already laugh lyk hell ... but lame larhs ... after that English .. of cos is boring lor .. then A math .. Ms SHim use it as E amth lesson .. I was copyign the answer she gave .. she put the transparency so fast .. left 1 qns I want copy then she dun wait .. nvm lor .. dun copy liao lor .. I lyk that de larhs .. walau nvm .. I jitao thr slping liao ... dulan wad .. then baohui say I attidude ... ya la I am lyk that de mah ... happy ... everytimes suan me until lyk wad the ... after recess , we line up thr .. that baboo singh damned fcuking kpkb .. everything he also want huan lo this and that .. cannot close 1 eye de meh .. then after that was Chinese lesson .. same lor .. boring .. fer me every lesson is boring cos I no mood ... after school ... I went hm .. straight away slp until 6.30pm then wake up .. is lyk about 4 hrs plus lor .. I tired wad .. every night slp so late .. wake up had my dinner and watch tv till 11 pm .. now searching fer new blogskins ... yeah .. tmr going out with baohui and clarrisa .. but this time meiyi not going . all beos of her mum larhs .. say she pass 2 subs only and grounded her ... I fail all .. My mum only say slp early and dun play computer .. all Ms Shim and Ms Foong fault go tell my mum .. I alwaes so slpy in class ... then I keep lost concentration if not say i slp .. I lost concentration is not because I am tired .. is the addiction of computer make me loss concentration ... no choice even if I stop playing I still can't hlp it .. but now mostly I online , blog , go forum and youtube nia .. nth else .. I online I also do nth .. now larhs .. My mum every night at about 12 am then nag nag nag at me to close my com and slp .. say I keep overslept .. at most next day dun come sch lor .. tmr I going to buy yanzi's new album NI GUANG ~ NiGuang I am coming .. lols ... I lame larhs .. I lyk to go out with baohui .. got the sense of being protected .. ahaha .. hope baohui dun view maii this post and meiyi also .. later baohui sure kill me ..
Thursday, March 22, 2007 '
I am drenched ... so wet ...
Today .. aiya .. I did overslept .. get out of house at 7am .. go 17 bus stop wait fer baohui and meiyi ... then hm room period got new time table .. It totally sucks .. Monday morning got 2 period of SS then straight 3 period of English Omg ... all boring lesson .. walau .. then Tuesday worst .. got 7 period of Ms shim lesson .. Oh MY ... Physic teacher change to Mr Collin ... why sia .. Thursday why chinese in btw Math and SS ... like that have to climb up and down the stair .. 4 storeys .. walau .. shit sia ... first period Chem .. do experiment .. the chemical splash out when i heat it ... put too long liao lucky nobody walk past ... having fun in the lab .. after that was SS .. argh .. boring ... I was thr daydreaming .. Ms Foong was saying if my class listen her lesson .. She guarantee distinction fer our humanities .. hello .. do think can if yew teach us ... Her lesson is bored .. after that was chinese .. Mdm Tan .. scolded ppl ... think she bad mood larhs .. so fierce .. after recess was Ms Shim lesson .. E math I totally dun understand wad she teaching .. argh.. She going too fast .. how am I going to catch up ... after awhile I fall asleep .. can yew all teachers make at least some jokes .. why this wk so boring .. I gonna bored to death ... after that was english .. funny larhs .. Mr Shafie throw the erasers at some sec 2 boys from 4 storeys while we doing tests .. The boys dunno who throw then they saw Mr Shafie and got shocked .. and give an excuse say they are too noisy and ask them go away .. lols ... He purposely throw de lor .. lame la ... wtf ... after that selfstudy .. I was still doing chinese holiday assignment .. so many ... argh ... i walk hm halfway rain .. I got drenched so wet .. I think I later then go bath ...
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 '
I am so moody
Not in a very good mood ... very tired ... this is a hurry post as I am rushing to finish my hw and holiday assignments .. seriously .. I hate homeworks alot ... I am lazy to touch it during the holiday now then rushing fer it .. plus this wk hw .. I got stack of homeworks that I own even be4 the holiday .. I am going to clear all my homeworks .. hate owning ppl things ... Today morning .. although not feeling well still meet Hamizah and go Loyang Point to have Mac .. went to sch at 9am ... first period english .. aiya .. if cos Kena Mr shafie disiao .. every lesson also lyk ... actually I disiaosiao first .. He was giving paper .. He call Evelyn .. I say Yeoyeoyeo ~ then he call melina . i say chuachuachua .. then he call calvin I dun want make liao .. then he say why dun say loyloyloy .. wtf lor .. call wad candice chain .. He gone thru summary test .. yeah ! finally I pass my english class test .. pass by 1/2 marks also gd ... He read the passage .. pronounce Liebenberg as LimbenBIRD .. when i heard it I and Melina was laughing lyk hell .. i dun wad Mel thinking but I only know that I was dirty minded .. LOLS ... Mr Shafie was asking me wad so funny .. I say Melina laugh I laugh lor .. baohui go say .. if she ask yew do wad , yew do wad ar .. Mr Shafie very extra ... say if Melina ask me go die , yew go die ar ... WTF ... He changed my seat again .. beside joshua and jeremy .. nvm .. no diff jus move to the left by 1 seat .. I still prefer my original fer other lesson .. cos original I sit behind mah then got meiyi .. chat non-stop and alwaes hais meiyi kena scold .. lols ... after that was Amath .. I ask fer toilet . Ms Shim dun let me go and say she dun want let me go jus becos ytd I slp in class .. wad the .. I was so angry the rest of the lesson I don't care at all .. cause me no appetite during recess ... after recess still Emath so I also dun care .. angry wad .. in the self-study .. I do finish the ws and pass up to Ms Shim ... Is the first time I ever so angry that almost burst my blood vessel ... after that PE ... we play captain ball .. today so competitiive .. I think we gals won the boys ... haha .. nice game .. sweat alots .. Ms Shim came 5 min be4 PE end cos she want those who nv pass up holiday assignment and hw .. lols holiday assignment ytd copy and pass up le .. hahas .. but she didn't notice .. I nv pass up E math Practice 2 on probability .. until I go hm she tell me in Msn then I am lucky that she nv notice i Nv pass up ... I still haven do Chinese and Chem holiday assignment .. I gonna do chinese holiday assignment .. try to finish as fast I could .. Chem ar .. I lazy larhs dun care .. Ms Ng jus let her kpkb lor ... hear until dun wan heard . alwaes force me to scream at her .. dun care larhs ... okies larhs . I gotta go finsh up my hw ...
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 '
hais
Today morning .. first period was ss lesson .. Mr Ong and Mr Azhar came to maii class. we thr listen to Ms Foong teaching .. can die sia .. so boring ... almost fell asleep .. after that was chem , I so Lazy to do experiment and was thr copying My A math holiday assignment .. Ms Ng saw and thr kaopeh say .. dun let me tear the paper .. if she dare tear .. i swear I will tear the ws she gave .. irritating lor .. I dun wan listen yew force me also no use ... after that was English .. SHafie nv come .. shiok sia ... after recess was 3 period of maths .. I slept thru 3 period ... Ms Shim was thr saying .. Ytd Slp in class , today still slp in class ... very disappointing .. also not I want .. tired wad .. Slp late ... after that PC was sexual talk by Mdm Kamisah .. quite boring ... after lunch break was Chinese lesson ... I also nv pay attenton .. I was daydreaming ... so tired .. almost fall alseep lor ... after that wait fer kailian finish CCA then we go hm together .. jus now play maple fer awhile .. cos super long nv play ... now I going to slp .. My mum alrdy thr nagging at me .. sibei fan ar ...
Monday, March 19, 2007 '
still feeling very tired
sians .. this morning force myself to wake up to go sch .. tired lor ... ytd i slept at 1 plus ... struggling to do holiday assignments .. I only do english ... ytd chat wid Ms Shang in Msn .. She was saying ... I last minute queen ... I is like that de wad .. last minute de ... Today morning , first period physics .. Mr Yap nv come .. he come or nv come no different ... I was there copying english summary ... after that was E maths .. Halfway thru I already fell asleep .. Ms Shim call me wake up .. I still thr slping .. until She come over nag nonstop then I wake up .. very fan de lor .. then ask me go toilet wash my face ... I come back from toilet .. I was drinking water .. baohui was saying .. candice drink water liao .. confirm slp again ... this no leh .. nv pay attention at all .. nv copy notes at all ... Ms Shim was collecting hw .. I everything also dun have .. cos i nv bring anything to sch today ... She say yew alwaes give excuses .. wad sia .. no matter how I got thousands of excuses to excuse myself ... I thought of opting out fer the sexual talk tmr .. but nobody want pei me ... after recess was SS , I kinda .. half-awake .. after awhile , baohui ,meiyi and me was keep talking about singers .. after that me and meiyi was trying to sing wo ke yi ... got 1 part very hard sia ... after SS was CME ... sit thr copy whatever thing that ms shim written on the board ... after that assembly .. must sing sch songs .. sians sia ... we thr play .. I di siao baohui .. stupid lor ..she go pinch me i pinch her back .. had a nice laugh over it ... after assembly ... lunch break ... baohui say dun want go chinese remedial in the end she also go .. actually I thought of not going too .. cos i already very tired even i go .. My brain already stop working .. cannot pay attention ... today topic is about S'porean being courtesy ... something like that ... halfway thru we were playing ... I scold fark yew .. got so loud meh .. i didn't even notice . until yi jie say then i know ... jane was telling all kinds of jokes .. Mdm tan was explaining .. but dun really understand .. then she explain again .. i understand abit .. jus dun understand the reasons part ... We must finish the planning then can go home ... do liao still must let her check ... We quene up waiting fer her to check .. I was already staring at blank space .. thinking of wad to do later on ... she suddenly pull the paper from mai hand ... i really got shocked ... I thought wad happen .. I go take my bag .. I was thr telling mong about it .. then mdm tan sudden ask me wad i say .. ask me i understand anot .. after that I go central wid jing yi .. i buy things then pei jing yi wait bus and I go home ... Recently , I find myself staring at blank space too often .. I also dunno why .. maybe this few days sick not feeling well .. and somemore lack of slp ... losing concentration in class .. maybe spend too much time on computer mah ... My results has been very bad ... at the starting of the year actually i tell myself must work hard cannot fail any subjects must pass all .. but after Mr Shafie's comment about my class ... make me so angry that I really think I cannot survive in exams ... I dun like wad he say larhs ... Alot sub mus depend of ourselves .. Combined Science is totally all by ourselves ... can die sia ... at home I dun touch book de ... sians tmr still got sch ...
Friday, March 16, 2007 '
This is maii 4 days posts
Tuesday 13o3o7Got Chinese Rememdial ...Morning wake up at 700am and meet yenchin 800am at her house dwnstairs and we went to loyang point to buy Mcds ~ I changed maii mind when I reach thr so I jus bought bread and buy coffee from Mcds .. $3.30 is very expensive fer a cup of coffee ... Since it is still early , we take our time to walk to sch ... We sch jus in time ... We were slacking in class .. while waiting fer Mdm Tan to come dwn ... She teach formal letter lor .. and ask us to write ... after lessons .. jing yi , siyin and me went to central to buy lunch ... and they came to maii house ... after we eat liao , siyin use my com to blog .. left me and jing yi clearing the table cos they take away food mah ... about 1.30pm , we went to sch fer the geography trip ... Yi Jie got go also .. haha .. Jane nv go cos She no partner .. like that also dun wan go .. break promises sia .. lols .. better she dun go .. she damned irritating ... the trip quite fun .. alots of jokes .. went home about 6 plus ...Wednesday 140307wake up late ... had breakfast at 12 pm ... My mum askign me want go Giants .. the newly opened de .. i dun want ... My mum trying to ask me go but I dun want .. i stay at home watching youtube .. watching the champions .. finish watching all 20 episodes .. slp at 1 am that night ... so damned tired ...Thursday 15o3o7wake up late as usual ... had my breakfast and My parents brought me to Suntec City .. We go the mei shi zan ... alot foods sold at thr .. some not nice lor ... after that we go Marina Square shopping fer awhile ... then at about 3.30pm reach home .. I spend the time watching youtube .. watching MVP qing ren ... nice sia ... got 5566,zhang shao han, yan xing shu ... I lyk yan xing shu ... handsome lehs .. somemore muscular .. slp at 2am that night ... finish 1 holiday hw ...Friday 16o3o7Morning wake up feeling very sick .. having bad flu and abit of fever .. maybe not enough rest bah ... I manage to watch finish MVP qing ren all 28 epsiodes ... hais ... now doing nth ... headaches ... damned tired ... I just refused to slp .. still online ... maybe wil slp early ... I still g0t alot of hw haven do .. I gonna give excuses my foolscrap paper finish ... dunno larhs .. i also lazy do ...
Monday, March 12, 2007 '
sians
My legs damned bloody pain ~ stupid lor ytd my dad almost g0t into accident .. lucky he brakes in time .. also dunno wad he thinking .. red light still move .. now cause me to sprained my ankle .. still pain .. although it nv swollen le .. but still pain .. see few more days still pain anot ... sians bodoh ... nth to do .. I lazy to touch any hw .. tmr still got lesson ... 9am .. thought of not going ... sure listen teacher talking all over the same thing again .. but afternoon I nid go sch fer the geog trip .. Later see her She ask me nv go how I also dunno wad to say .. nvm I think I will go larhs .. argh .. must wake up early again ... hopefully my parent wake me up ... okies larhs .. gonna do sumthing le ...
Saturday, March 10, 2007 '
this is mai 2 days post as I am tired to post ytd
Yesterday ... morning we got the cheer competition ... very fun ... enjoying ... although we lost ... but we enjoy the process ... after the competition ... we went to parade square perform fer 5/2 and they perform to us ... so kinda cool ... we are enjoying every moments as this is our last yr ... after that Shalyn ,mei yi and me take cab to bedok reservoir fer cross country .. $6 siia .. each person $2 dollar ... That route really sucks lor .. this year I got 48th position niia ... ya alot ppl vomited .. lucky this year I nv vomit .. But I having very bad back pain .. i finish the race and walk to the grass patch .. and jus laid there ... My legs is cramps ... i think my muscle strain le .. sumore I abit sprain my ankle be the cross country ... Today morning PTM .. make me wake up so early ... Ms Shim and Ms Foong was kinda there to said ask me slp early .. i realli cannot slp early de lor ... I alwaes got the habit to slp only after 12 ... Today went suntec , chinatown , tampines and simei .. kinda bored too ... My bro friend jio me .. I accept it ... ya why not ... that all I am going to rite
Thursday, March 08, 2007 '
OUCH~
This morning , I wake up .. found myself having bad leg cramps ... argh .. ytd run that bloody 9 rounds i damned fcuking tired ... first period .. was Chem .. okies .. I dun care .. I was there trying to dig out all my notes fer SS to file it as Ms Foong want it ~ SS ... Ms Foong show as some jokes ... damned funny ... that China translate the signs from chinese to english .. after SS was Chinese .. okies .. mdm tan was asking hu g off be 3.40 on tuesday .. nobody really confessed but actually almost whole class went off .. She want collect hw .. I actually 4get got hw .. until baohui tell me then I remember ... I was saying .. aiya tmr den pass up .. She " hui ni , ni yong yuan jiu shi ming tian" .. not alwaes I say tmr wad ... nvm ... after recess , was E math .. I fell alseep ... then was english kinda bored .. siians .. stupid lor .. I dun like english lesson .. after lunch break was Self-study , ms foong come in and teach ... we clear the file .. i dun have some notes so I went down wid her, guiliang and wendy to the HOD room ... I hlp her take files ... I was thr waiting fer Ms foong to give me notes .. then wendy was like asking mdm tan sumthing .. then mdm tan was saying ... she waiting fer ms foong I think .. still say me paper alwaes lost then she must wait .. lols .. after that , went up hall fer cheer practice .. having lots of fun .. hope we win this yr dun want lyk last yr so paiseh ... went hm about 6 plus .. I ate my dinner and fell asleep and jus wake up not long ...
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 '
argh damned tired ~
This is maii 250 post ... I getting lazy to update ... I been busy download songs ... Today morning go dwntown east have MAC and meet with the rest of the class fer the class cheer ... after went to sch together .. first period Shafie lesson .. sibei sians .. everyday kpkb ... after that was A math .. new topic .. Bio. theorem .. sumthing about expansion .. stupid topic which is time consuming .. even correct is jus pathetic 1 or 2 marks ... lols ... hahas the class pester ms Shim fer early recess again .. after recess was kinda E math lesson .. lols .. fell asleep .. so tired mah ... is about probability ...why did Ms Shim keep teaching that kind of topics which I dun like de .. argh .. siians .. self-study .. toot .. my rows .. all slp .. only brandon and Meiyi awake .. lols .. even wendy slp siia .. miracle .. this few days PJ slp in class quite many times .. more than me .. I only combined science slp thru lesson .. sumtimes I also slp during math and mother tongue lesson .. lols .. not every lesson slp can le ... toot .. during PE , Mr San not thr .. we cheat warm up .. that Mr Tan wanted us to redo .. but hor lucky Ms Lim save us .. but we still have to run .. still must take rubber band .. finish 6 round still have to go fer another six ... I go fer 2 round den my knee was kinda hurt so go ask Ms Lim can I go get my knee guard ... lols go take den continue run ... Run wid Pei Ming .. I so paiseh .. she pei wo sumore my knee hurt cannot go so fast ... so paiseh .. I cheat 3 rounds so only manage to run 9 rounds ... I sprain my ankle .. lucky not so bad .. abit swollen .. after PE , we practice class cheer until 6pm .. then went hm and dinner .. Pei Ming ask me still want go Pasir Ris Park run mah ... I say no .. sorry .. I sprain my ankle .. She ask me to rest .. lols I so paiseh .. I ask her and Jeremy in the end nv go ... afarking old injuries really hurt ... damned it ... I jus found since december holiday I have gain 3 kg ..wtf!!! ... argh ... i going on diet .. but I can't control .. My mum was di siao me said eat sumore larhs .. I see yew can gain how many kg in 1 mth .. also not I want de lor .. I eat more later u said I gain weight .. if i eat less , yew say i eat less .. ehs how am i going to measure .. crazy .. tired .. gonna slp soon ...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 '
siians
Today first period SS , Mr Razak came to my class .. sit behind thr see Ms Foong teach ... HE listen until lyk want to slp also lor .. so funny ... after SS was Chem ... so angry siia ..Ms Ng very wad de lor ... irritating .. after chem was English .. stupid sia nv say must do compre .. how I know .. he very cb de lor ... bastard ... after recess math all the way .. fall slp halfway thru .. clear my files ... after math , got lunch break . then got chinese lesson ... got test ... shit sia the relief teacher damned fcuking cheebye .. take away 15 min of the time .. shit isa .. no choice no time to think .. I also dun understand the topic .. I also anyhow rite .. about 1 pages nia ... bobian if not no time finish also ... I think ar .. this paper sure fail de .. alot ppl sure kena scold de ... after that I wait fer kailian their finish CCA ... I nth to do .. then sit thr .. then saw Mrs Tan S.L .. , we chat lor ... haha .. she say my class is only noise and naughty but wid good nature ... her class so bad bully her .. said they tell lies ... so bad sia .. she so gd sumre they take advantages of her kindness .. She taught me last yr bu jian de wo kena scold .... lols .. she gave us her no. and email ... then kailiann their finish CCA den I go hm had dinner and went to whitesands .. I saw Ms Chong thr .. omg ... I saw dinie ,Naqiyah,joshua and mahathair dunno how to spell .. den so concidence see Mrs Tan wid her husband thr .. lols ... came back hm and do some stupid english hw ...
Monday, March 05, 2007 '
siiian
Today morning , i overslept ... I wake up at 7am ... lucky my mum fetch me go sch if not I late fer sch .. First period physics lesson .. got class test can't even bother to do ... then got 4 period of maths~ tired ... I got back Amath retest 11/20 pass lehhs ... but then common test I get 16/38 ... careless mistakes again .. arrggghhhh .. after recess was SS .. okies fine ... sibei siians .. after that CME and assembly ... actually I fell asleep during assembly ... baohui larhs keep di siao me .. after that .. at canteen eat lunch then we go central .. buy bubbletea .. adn came back class fer class cheer .. the class was not cooperate .. I shout till my throat no voice ... so angry that I tell ms shim I wanna go hm ... came hm and went out fer dinner and came back got tuition ....
Saturday, March 03, 2007 '
lucky nv get scolded
This morning wake up at 7am 8 25am went out .. nid to go meet meiyi at her house opp .. I take wrong bus in the end i get dwn at loyang point and walk to the bus stop .. I wait 2 bus 3 den meiyi came dwn .. den another 2 bus 3 den clarrisa come .. walau i waiting so long .. after that We take bus 3 to tampines and walk to tampines mart meet baohui .. Had Mcd as Breakfast ... AFter that take bus 291 to library to attend the course ... end liao .. we go shopping at Tm .. shit siia .. I wear heels .. fark .. My leg pain .. feel lyk cracking .. so do meiyi .. omg ... after that go sunplaza park fer class cheer prep .. and went hm at 5.30 .. and went out wid my parents fer dinner .. my parents ask me fer mai result .. okies fine I jus said .. ya they nagging again .. only said stop playing maple .. fark sia . i day play 1 hrs also not everyday play lor ... nvm lucky nv get scolding ... siians ...
Friday, March 02, 2007 '
I still dun dare to tell my mum
Hais wad to do .. I dun dare to tell my mum about it .. I eevn nv say anything about PTM .. today first period ... nth much .. as usual physics okies i very funny .. when Mr Yap nv look I go .. I go click on the slides in his laptop .. after that english .. yawns~ kinda bored ... after that A math .. nth much do some work ... after that was Chinese .. okies .. listening to their jokes .. after that is getting very sians ... actually when Mdm tan go thru the Gong Han .. I alrdy fell asleep .. She thought I slp .. She call me then I jus look over ... She said I am still awake .. not realli larhs .. I slp but my ears are open .. I got listen ... after that realli switch off .. too tired ..after sch , I went to look fer Ms Shim .. She teach us loci , differentiation and more ... after went back to class fer class cheer .. shalyn , paiming and nabila went off early so left me, jane ,jingyi , umairah , falisha ,dinie ,joshua, lufti and ridwan .. we enjoy it ... but dinie want to say "wad only" in the end .. pathetic siia ... lols went hm ate my dinner and fell asleep .... sorry fer the short I dun have the mood to post ...
Thursday, March 01, 2007 '
haiss wo hen no mood~
I got no mood at all .. getting this kind of farking results .. really sucks .. forget it I am giving up ... I know I am to blame .. English is I got no choice .. My English is weak .. Common test consist 50% .. Chinese I pass 1 test and I fail the second test badly .. that why I fail overrall ... Chinese second paper is my fault .. I know I was not in the mood and feel very slpy ... didn't really think that much and do it ... A math .. logarithym .. I dun understand .. today common test I can do and pass .. but I nid to get almost full marks to get border line pass .. I got no times to finish the paper .. be4 the test I still thr telling Ms Shim " gao tai gui shou , shou xiang liu qing" .. hoping she mark leniently and able to let me pass .. E maths really make me xin tong ~ why so many careless mistake I would have pass .. Why .. I tell why I fail E math ... Ms Shim also dunno why I can get such marks ... Combined Science .. is I anyhow do .. My fault larhs ... Humanities .. I almost pass .. wad the hell .. I hen no mood~ Why me~ I know alot ppl in maii class fail all ... I nv expected myself to get this kinds of results .. I dun even dare to tell my mum .. I feeling very terrible .. I know I disappointed alot of ppl ... if mid year I get this kind of result , I wanna drop out of sch ...
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I am useless can't even pass a single subjects
Today morning , we get to know our CA marks ... A math haven count yet .. only class test which I can 2.2% .. I failed all my subjects .. 2 D7 4 F9 .. I nv expected to fail all ... I am totally disappointed with my E maths .. without my careless mistakes I would have pass .. first time I fail E maths sumore get F9 .. sumore E math is my best sub .. Now feng shui lun liu zhuan .. Even my humanities is better than all my other subs ...humanities .. nid 3 more% to pass ... First period Chemistry lesson .. Okies I quarrel wid Ms Ng again .. so wad ... She so naggy .. Ppl alrdy very pek cek with the results .. I not going to tell my mum until she get the result slip ... then was SS lesson .. okies .. lols .. today I very good .. I go sit in front listen .. miracle right ... haha I copy notes .. Wah Ms foong was saying wah today wad happen so gd listen .. wad turn over yew .. then dinie was saying .. raining mah ... ya maybe she ws right ... raining day my mood quite gd de ... lols .. at the end of the lesson , Ms Foong give me raisins .. haha... I can't even imagine myself paying attention in class fer SS .. after that Chinese lesson , nth much .. Mdm tan go thru Gong Han ... next tuesday got test again ... after recess was E math .. okies .. Ms Shim was going thru histograms .. I nv listen was busy studying fer Amath common test ... after that English .. Mr Ong and Mdm Kamisah came to observe the class .. today lesson was so boring .. I almost fall asleep ... I actually dozed .. not only me .. alot ppl feel tht today lesson very siians ... aaron kena throw out of class by Mr Shafie fer dozing off ... after that was lunch .. went to the canteen .. I thr studying while Jingyi their eating ... be4 common test start ... Jane and I went to staff room to look fer Ms Shim .. we ask her subset and proper subset ... We were chatting .. Ms Shim said she also dunno why my E math like that .. She wish me gd lucks fer my A math common test .. I nid to score almost full marks .. to get a just past fer A math ... I got no times to finish the last part .. sumore 1 blank ... 8 marks gone .. I can pass this paper .. but add Ca I cannot pass argh ... 1 hrs fer A math is not enough .. the paper not diff is just tricky ... argh ... shit larhs ...
