sians. today actually don't feel like going to school. I think I gonna fall sick . headaches. Late fer school. every morning weak stomach very buay tahan. I saw Esther at bus stop. I chat with her. So long nv chat and almost don't recognise her. Go in class and do finish all my work . I do quite fast and my friends borrow and copy from me . then break , We saw daniel. We change Kbox session from friday to wednesday . lols . after that was Dr Bryan lesson and Mr Suen was there to help also. I cannot concentrate at all. I see physic I jiu sian. I nv pass physics in my life before. Mr Suen say I have to walk out of the phobia .我自己过不了自己那关。I dunno how to walk out of it . I am very dread of physics. the whole lesson there sians. I no book but i finish whatever thing I suppose to do and teacher walking ard to hlp those who nid hlp. Kenneth said I so tired slp awhile later go home then call me wake up. I slp lor . nth to do anyway . but I can't slp larhs. Ppl shake table and knock here and there cos the table is like 1 whole rows de. I put on my mp4 still can't slp . 4get it . then go tampines find mum . dad said the poly think expired liao . the ppl said I miss alot , no point going. I not disappointed at all larhs. cos I think if I really want go poly, I must like the course . if not like now my course got physics, I totally die at that topic. now I am suffering liao . nvm june still go dae intake fer SP . still got chance. I should concentrate on My O lv . I am worry fer the sci practical. I dunno anything . I can score shit liao . I think I am to do well fer written paper bah . can't find any notes fer practical . although i hope i can get in but no choice now mah . I am very tired now . slpy . tmr kenneth said he morning call me . cos tmr 8 am have to go school le. sians . Mr Suen extra lesson is morning lor . pic i think have to wait again larhs .
