有些事都是要拿时间来盖过。最近真的是发生了很多事。我感到好厌倦.I am tired of everything. In school , trying to understand what Dr Bryan teach . all physics. I wanna ask myself why I can't get of the phobia . I am totally dread of physics and can't even understand it . I even retaking comb.sci fer O lv. I think I can pass chemistry but physic I totally can die liao . I think I can't cope. maybe I am thinking too much or wad. no mood to go school cos I find difficult to do it . In school , I everything also ask my friends to teach me . It wasn't a very good month either. maybe I just don't understand myself . there alwaes a time of me being emo . want to forget thing isn't an easy job. I can't depend my friends to teach me everytimes. they have to do their work too . I want to said that there is a guy who is damn irritating. He is like spamming msges on my phone. like got nth to do . I don't want to waste my sms larhs. My grp of friends even said he is irritating. I feel like saying him . who are you to keep asking me where i go or do whatever stuff. he not even my parents or wad . I been easily been irritated recently . sick and tired of everything . actually if i sad , you will never able to see it . I look nth happen . I am stubborn and had jian qiang de biao bian but my frd alwaes say I am alwaes like that stubborn but easily soft hearted and give in . I don't like express myself by showing it on expression . I dunno why I like to express via typing . I somehow hate that kind of 不知所措的感觉 .
I just came back from Marina Square Kbox. we sing 2 to 7pm. Ｉdamn emo . choose all sad songs. I think it do help abit to 发泄。I think I have to thanks kenneth , xiang hua , eric , daniel and hendrick fer today outing. they dun know I have been moody . it really make up my day abit some how . go home online. but keep online and offline cos connection . xiao mei somehow saw my nick in msn bah . she msg me . i not going to say all wad she type . like wad she tell dun worry . learn from my mistakes and let it be a lesson learn. I will study hard and I will make sure I do well . concentrating in class was difficult . some students are particularly disrupting and playing a fool in class. like a spoil brat . 如果能回到过去，我一定会用功。今天早上我问siyin一句话。 如果你能回到过去，你会想要回到那一年。 他的答案是跟我一样的。我们都答回到中三那年。因为那年是我们开始不听课和睡觉。以前中一中二虽然很顽皮可是都会听课。就是中三起，虽然没这么顽皮，我没都没听课。有时真的是好希望时间能转回。可是我知道，这是不可能的，而且时间根本是不等人的。我要睡了。明天还要上课。recently been watching news about china earthquake . almost 100 thousands ppl had die . wad a disaster . We are lucky to live in sg and been surrounded by other countries. should say we singaporeans are much fortunate than other ppl from other countries. okies. stop my whinging and craps.
