I am rather sians now . headaches . wasnt been feeling good . crazy larhs . me . I have been eating instant noodles fer consecutive 3 days . ytd was my dad birthday and went airport fer dinner . today was like okies nth much larhs . one of my sec sch teacher came to ask me how am I doing. seriously , i dunno wad I am going ans . I jus said nth much except doing some math . she ask about dae and ite. ite dun accept me while i am still waiting fer nyp reply . nyp monday open school . but now they still haven give me an ans . am i going to wait . I am sick and tired of calling to nyp and asking the same qns .well. I should jus concentrate on those sub I am repeating. I was wishing i will get A1 fer maths. but at my this rate of going i dun think i will get A1 . I gonna work hard . last time get A1 easily now ,my mind is rottening . I hate it when I can't see the logic . I am a logical thinking person . no logic things I can't do it . I dunno wad I am going to do with my CMI combined.sci . hope I pass not flunking it again . english I dunno how to hlp myself also larhs . I was browsing wanbao and saw some news about yanzi . it said yanzi has turn down the offer fer movie as she don't have the courage to do it and she putting it on hold again . But she has already choose song fer her next album and planning concert at the end of year . looking forward of it . yanzi has alwaes been my motivation . I am look forward more to NDP . been listening to niguang to look fer some motivation fer me to move on . I can't be staying the same point forever . well being optimistic is alwaes good . my health has been quite bad after slping late . I feel the changes . my stomach has been giving me some probs .
