Thursday, March 20, 2008 '
stress~
I feel that I am under tremendous stress. I knew it . once I stress , I start to have problems. I will fall sick . worst still I miss my period fer one mth plus . shit . now seriously I got no voice and start coughing liao . now I feel tired easily not like last time 3am still can tahan . now by 12am I also cannot really tahan . lack of sleep . today went to work. we had to stock check . oh damn . I spend the whole day on it . dun even had a time to rest and even work till 7 although i suppose to work till 6 . why can't dae result come out now . I am feeling very down . no mood at all . I hate that feeling . my parents knew I was stress . can see want larhs . now I am so different . I started to get pek cek and flaring temper and shouting at my parents .they know how i feel . they have been tolerating . why can't I just control myself . I have just reschedule my timing . going out on monday not tomorrow cos mum not working and since baohui ask me monday can then i said okies . cos tmr she after 5pm then can . since she off on monday then its better .dun need rush .
