today 6am , my phone msg ring . i know it was jae posting . I didn't want to bother . after awhile I go and look and it said yr jae posting is unsuccessful . I didn't manage to get into poly . well so after seeing that I continue to slp . I was so tired . then 6.50am baohui call me . I pick up my phone . she ask me how my jae posting . I didn't say much except I say I didn't get into any poly . then in the morning actually preparing to go to work . then jing yi call to say go appeal . then I change my mind and didn't went to work . meet jingyi ,guiliang ,siyin at pasir ris interchange . then we went to take bus 15 to Tampines Poly . We went to appeal . we can only appeal those we are eligible which mean I got only 1 choice . I praying hard to get in poly. appeal is my last chance . my mum say if my last chance unsucess , ask me go ite , one side study one side take O lv then if next yr O lv result good can direct change to poly. i think back wad ms shang told me after getting O lv result . she was saying why must you guys had to be in this kind of situation then wake up . you should have work hard. I think she has reminded us to study alot of times even before N lv. i really feel the pain now . seriously . mood has been rather up and down . everybody is asking me how . I also dunno leh . I msg xiao mei mei just now . she also ask me how . seriously I myself dunno how . she ar in school still can msg want . very lihai . I wonder wun get caught want meh . she was saying her chinese first get less than 80 marks . lols. I told her this time dun do well .. work harder fer next paper . after that we went tm to had mos burger. then siyin came to my house after buying fruit punch. then she wait fer me to get change . then we walk to whitesand to do something. then we took a cab to changi village to pick up brandon their then to the aloha changi chalet . quite a no of ppl are there . I brought 2 breezer there fer myself . 2 bottles is nothing . alcohol is jus 5% . I drank liao dun feel anything at all . Brandon their was waiting fer me to come to play majong . lols . nv play money larhs . play fer awhile . quite sians . I went to sit alone. I needed time to cool down . well . then they started the fire fer bbq . I was there chatting wid them . about 10 plus I came home . I am in a mess . 我真的感到很无奈. I going slp.
