hmmm . this morning I went to work until 2 pm. then i took a cab home. it cost me $6.20 . I go home change and meet siyin at dwntown. I went to chat wid tiffany and michelle . lols . I went to chalet and got jeremy their . then we all go play pool fer 1 hrs plus . then i go tabao kfc to eat . then went to chat wid tiffany cos she working break times . ask me to look fer her . then wait fer wendy to come . then we went back to chalet . I slp at the chalet . then they keep disturb me . then they say I come is to slp or enjoy . I was like saying I really very tired dun disturb me . then when ms koh came that time then I wake up. we eat some food . then ms shim say she dunno whr the place . then me and ms koh went to pick her up and went back to the chalet . we chat alot of things . they keep disiao me. say alot of sch stuff . they all disiao me say no teacher can tahan me . LOLS~ I got so bad meh . then about 11 plus went off wid clarissa , meiyi , wendy, ms shim and ms koh . ms koh , ms shim and me take cab . while they take bus . since it so shun lu , I took cab wid them . they send me home first . cos my house nearer . then come back online . miss the times in school . alot of good memories . sec 1 that time come sch is like wad the hell i am doing in this school . lol . sec 2 learn alot of bad things . became rebellious . alwaes skip class . that time no matter whr i go , teacher saw me will ask whr i am going . lols . alwaes argue and quarrel wid them . ppl say I very fierce then alwaes known me as scolding ppl . got meh . close frd then know i wun de larh . only to certain ppl . sec 3 that times . not so bad . only like to keep going to toilet and explore the sch during lesson times and got barred from toilet lor . lols . then sec 4 . been started to slp in class and go toilet every lesson . every day like kena teacher nagging at me and asking why I am alwaes so tired in class. soon they know that i playing maple like mad that time until midnight . know that i in class cannot stay awake . they ti liang my situation and sometimes allow me to slp . going wid frd was fun . sec 5 , we were pushed to study but eventually i started to give up . jus now was speaking to ms shim . say actually exams some is I give up de . cos I sometimes believe things are fated so i wun work hard cos i believe no matter i work hard or not , it is fated. things that i dunno , i try to learn but still dunno , I will ren ting i dunno and give up . ms shim was saying why I give up so easily . i say my mentality of thinking has alwaes been like that . I really miss the times in school . use to pong sch and report sick jus want to go home lor . lols .
