I am damned stress ... I am so pekcek and moody. I know prelims is still going on .. O lv is getting nearer and nearer .. I know I have to study but something in my mind is pulling me off .. I am so distracted .. can't focus at all ..我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了诚实的背后 是否住着伤口 我想不透 我们的爱怎没了雨下过以后 是否 能让什么 复活 . my feeling is like this song . I want to know what is going in my mind . who dun want to do well in exams . I believe that everyone want to do well .I seriously dunno wad going on on monday .. I am disappointed wid prelims . I give up doing chinese paper 1 . I no mood and been sick fer so long .. Ｉknow this are excuses . 我真的搞不懂 ，为什么我想不透。I want to know why . why does it keep resisting me to study . 我真的想不透，我很乱。我的心情七上八下。how I wish I can have break . my mind has stuff loads of things . today amath .. seriously I do 3 and a half qns .. leaving 7 and a half qns blanks .. seriously my mind went blank no mood . I can't believe I am just giving up like that . I dun understand why . my friend got shocked to know that especially dinie she was sitted beside me .I know my friend concern me . I know must focus but something resisting me.I know promised ms koh that i will study hard fer prelims and will show her my result . I know I am broking my promise .. I know she will be disappointed if she know I am giving up like that . actually I know teachers has been concern about my result and my studies . I know I am very stubborn . I want to go to the beach to let out my anger , my temper ,my mood , everything . I am stuffing thing in my mind and I am exploding .. I know my temper is bad .. flaring up at everyone . but not wid purpose . I got good friends who hlp me alot . I know friends like pj ,mel ,sharon , baohui ,meiyi,wendy ,shalyn ,dinie ,peiming ,kailian ,thengg ,tiffany ,michteh their who care fer me .I am grateful to have such a nice friends and I am appreciate . I know that they want me to do well in my studies .tmr still got amath paper 2 and SS .. I dunno how to cope wid 2 subject .. amath alrdy not enough time to study .. how am i going to study both . I cannot multi-task at all ..I have to do one by one . I have to knock myself up to regain my sense . time flies fast . everything happen in jus a min like that . I alrdy very stress and I am that kind of ppl who get stress up and being mad and can't think anything right . I really dunno wad to know .
my feeling is like this song 我们怎么了。
here the lyrics .
落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
明明从前
连真挚都很甜美现在怎会
说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
one song that touches my heart was 说你爱我，this song is very 辛酸。
here the lyrics .
下着雨让尘气稀释回忆 我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜 爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口 隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口 也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
下着雨让尘气稀释回忆 我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜 爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口 隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口 也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
