haiis .. today morning wake up at 7am . cos habb to go school to attend lesson .. First was Physics .. Mr Collin go thru Speed and velocity .. after one hour was chemistry .. this want was totally waste of time .. Baohui their and us bluff ms ng that we got tuition to get off earlier .. i dun mind coming to sch on Saturday but at least let us learn something useful .. In physics we manage to learn something .. ya Mr Collin was saying to me .. If I want to do , I can do it very well. Is either I want or not . My maths is dropping .. I know when Ms shim actually wanted to talk to my mum about it but I jus bluff her say busy .. I know my math drop drastically .. I also want to pass mah .. Is I loses concentration and became very careless .. and alot calculations error and wrong signs .. actually partially was Ms Shim teaching method .. not that she not gd , Is I can't adapt her teaching method as she was so fast .. I prefer one to one though but cannot alwaes like that .. I nid to learn slowly . yew know i learn math so mafan .. I nid to visual it.. and nid to understand and know why is like that .. and must make sure is logical ..lols . I know I very mafan .. i nid ppl to teach one step by one step i cannot go fast de .. and strickly can't do thing that is not logic .. last year almost causes Mrs Tan to be mad .. repeat 100 hundred time I also dun understand .. cos i find it unlogic .. my friends all say huh .. why nid logic .. remember formula can le .. if keep doing the same qns can . but change qns i cannot that why i nid to know why ..nid someone patient to hlp me in my sch work .. I really can't adapt to ms shim method although she teach me fer 3 yrs .. I tend to ask baohui teach me .. she draw and write step by step to show me that why u adapt more .. trying to adapt ot ms shim method ... my Amath haywire ... cos amath is unlogical that why i can't do .. arrgghhhhh .. science is logical .. let not talk about Humanities I am being pissed off by that .. afternoon .. alone at home online .. sianns .. cos mama go play majong .. that papa go attend course .. then didi go out .. I so kelian at home watch youtube ...see the 韦小宝... I dunno the title of it .. at night went fer dinner wid papa and mama .. notice I tend to stay at home .. also dun like to go out .. go out spend money .. heart paiin .. I tend to save money .. so go out alwaes clever dun bring wallet .. want buy things get money from parents ... okies larhs i want to do maii things le .. I change blogskins le ...