i am intended not to do anything .. slacking ~ forget it .. I am tired .. I had enough of it .. dun tell me things about study .. I totally feel very jue wang ... Yew think I want to pass without working hard ... not I want it too.. I got no mood no motivation .. argh .. suan le ... dun want to talk much on this kind of things .. jus be myself can le .. I jus feel that I am not being myself fer the past mths .. slacking thru .. dun tell me exams exams I knew i will fail .. I dun even want to care fer it .. I am alrdy tired of it .. headaches larhs .. I losing concentration .. i knew myself well enough .. I dun want to think so much larhs .. I felt that no matter wad I do .. Ppl think I am in the wrong .. enough mean enough .. I dun like to be force to do things that i dun like .. getting weaker .. slping fer long hrs .. make myself do many things so that I dun have the time to think all my troubles ... i got no tolerance at all ...
