sians .. this morning force myself to wake up to go sch .. tired lor ... ytd i slept at 1 plus ... struggling to do holiday assignments .. I only do english ... ytd chat wid Ms Shang in Msn .. She was saying ... I last minute queen ... I is like that de wad .. last minute de ... Today morning , first period physics .. Mr Yap nv come .. he come or nv come no different ... I was there copying english summary ... after that was E maths .. Halfway thru I already fell asleep .. Ms Shim call me wake up .. I still thr slping .. until She come over nag nonstop then I wake up .. very fan de lor .. then ask me go toilet wash my face ... I come back from toilet .. I was drinking water .. baohui was saying .. candice drink water liao .. confirm slp again ... this no leh .. nv pay attention at all .. nv copy notes at all ... Ms Shim was collecting hw .. I everything also dun have .. cos i nv bring anything to sch today ... She say yew alwaes give excuses .. wad sia .. no matter how I got thousands of excuses to excuse myself ... I thought of opting out fer the sexual talk tmr .. but nobody want pei me ... after recess was SS , I kinda .. half-awake .. after awhile , baohui ,meiyi and me was keep talking about singers .. after that me and meiyi was trying to sing wo ke yi ... got 1 part very hard sia ... after SS was CME ... sit thr copy whatever thing that ms shim written on the board ... after that assembly .. must sing sch songs .. sians sia ... we thr play .. I di siao baohui .. stupid lor ..she go pinch me i pinch her back .. had a nice laugh over it ... after assembly ... lunch break ... baohui say dun want go chinese remedial in the end she also go .. actually I thought of not going too .. cos i already very tired even i go .. My brain already stop working .. cannot pay attention ... today topic is about S'porean being courtesy ... something like that ... halfway thru we were playing ... I scold fark yew .. got so loud meh .. i didn't even notice . until yi jie say then i know ... jane was telling all kinds of jokes .. Mdm tan was explaining .. but dun really understand .. then she explain again .. i understand abit .. jus dun understand the reasons part ... We must finish the planning then can go home ... do liao still must let her check ... We quene up waiting fer her to check .. I was already staring at blank space .. thinking of wad to do later on ... she suddenly pull the paper from mai hand ... i really got shocked ... I thought wad happen .. I go take my bag .. I was thr telling mong about it .. then mdm tan sudden ask me wad i say .. ask me i understand anot .. after that I go central wid jing yi .. i buy things then pei jing yi wait bus and I go home ... Recently , I find myself staring at blank space too often .. I also dunno why .. maybe this few days sick not feeling well .. and somemore lack of slp ... losing concentration in class .. maybe spend too much time on computer mah ... My results has been very bad ... at the starting of the year actually i tell myself must work hard cannot fail any subjects must pass all .. but after Mr Shafie's comment about my class ... make me so angry that I really think I cannot survive in exams ... I dun like wad he say larhs ... Alot sub mus depend of ourselves .. Combined Science is totally all by ourselves ... can die sia ... at home I dun touch book de ... sians tmr still got sch ...
