My life is in a mess ... I am struggling .. I dunno wad to do .. life is so hard ... I want to do wad I want ... who can give me hope ... My world is dark ... I feel lyk shutting off myself from the world .. I am not interesting in everything ... my life is so dull ... feeling very bad larhs ... I am alrdy tired of everything .. Life is nth to me .. why life is making things different .. I taking one step at a time .. maybe baohui is right .. wo hao bu dao na li qu .. I can tell yew I hate hw .. I hate sch ... I hate study .. I jus want to hurry finish O lv and get out of sch .. so no more stress ...