Saturday, September 09, 2006 '
I am struggling!!!
Think alot what i am dreaming off .... I am know I miss out of lessons very difficult fer me to survive fer my N level . I find myself struggling in the water and it drowning very hard to survive ... this is wad I feel ... very stress ... Want to study but dunno why so difficult to study and concentrate .... I am realli struggling ... alot of things had happen fer the ast years and now ... I am still slacking .... I wonder when I could stop that ... I forced myself to play computer games everyday to stop thinking of things I dun lyk ... I wish I could be a person who work hard and achieve things that would make them success and happiness ... I hope that was me but it would not happen fer me ... I wanted to be a success person not a failure .... I know myself that I alwaes need frenz lyk baohui , melina and meiyi to forced me to study ... pushing me to concentrated ... I think is a habit that I nid ppl to forced ... nobody forced i would not care at all ... sumtimes it doesn't bother me but it does sumtimes ... I dunno why la ... bored has made me living in the dark ... i hope fer miracle to happen to change my attidude ... todday i spending all my times on computer .... that all I am going to write ...
