Thursday, August 31, 2006 '
I will listen to yr advice really!
Yesterday , after much talking I manage to ask kailian darling and michelle teh to go school. Yeetheng and tiffany nv go sch. Cannot be all dun go. Nobody would believe they sick together... Finally this morning got company lerr ... I hope it rain and it really rain. Dun nid go that walk which I find it bo liao. Today that foong so kao peh .. ask us do source based question . Want do ownself do la. I am not interested in her lesson . Damned fcuking bored lor . The weather so nice to sleep but later she sent me down office den I die . Tahan lor ... Den she want give remedial after sch ... sumore still got Saturday have to go for SS 3 hrs. TMr Got Chinese 2 hrs ... I would go fer Chinese Than SS ... I answer that foong , Yew think I so free ar ... Got nth better things to do izzizt ... Jus ask Mdm Tan help me find Ms Koh den saw her at Art room ... I ask mdm Tan accompany me to find her ... I said I scared ar ... bobian ... Den at Art room .. She called Ms Koh ... den tell Ms Koh ... wo eng yao mdm tan pei wo qu zhao ta ... still say ben lai wo hao jiao mdm tan pass ge ms koh ... Then Ms Koh said ... Yew so scared of me meh... shuo Wo mei you chen yi ... hahas ... so funny ... MS Koh said better study hard ... want my Prelims marks ... I honestly tell her ... My prelims really cannot make it want ... I tell her said N level wo zhen de hui study hard de ... She said the best teacher's day present is she want my good results ... lyk wad mdm tan tell me earlier ... I ask English how to pass... She tell me lor ... I will listen de go study hard and do what she said maybe I pass leh ... She said she use to learn english lyk that ... I believed her ... I can trust her words ...She said it may help but is not a promise la ... I believe If I put in the effort to study I will pass . SHe said my sec 1 and 2 , English not that bad ... She also said my sec 2 results quite good and sec 3 not that bad ,Dun give up at sec 4 ...She know the class want ... English spelling alot mistakes ...She said stopped playying computer games liao and started study I might catch up ... By this wk , I going to stop playing computer except to blog only ... I can tell her , I will really listen to her advice ! really ! I dun lied ! ... Because She is the teacher which I respect most... I regret fer what I did in the past and She didn't give up on me! She is the only teacher which I can said Wo fu lerr ta ... I ren su ...i wanted to say smth but I can't bring myself to said . I jus wanted to said 'Sorry' fer what I did in the past which make me regret ... I dun have the courage ... I will study hard and get good results fer N level and come back to sec 5 ... I noe words dun tell anyythings but do and get would show it ... I believe I can do it . Some ppl would noe the only teacher I listen to is only Ms Koh . I dun even listen to my hmtutor. N level is coming ! I am going to study and control myself not to make any teacher angry lyk wad Ms Koh want me to do. Later ar all teachers angry until heart attack later become my fault ... People might not believe I will study but At least I believe in myself ...
