Friday, June 30, 2006 '
moodswing
I getting more impatient.I am useless and helpless.I got no more hope. I can't take it anymore.I can't accept that no matter how hard I try I still can't pass A math.My parents and Ms Shim has been asking me to drop Amath.I dunno what to do.I very zi bao zi qi de, when it was A maths lesson I will just sleep thoughout of the lesson.I am just that stupid.I really can't force myself to go school everyday.I can only blame myself doesn't have the courage to overcome this obstacle.Now the only thing I can do,Is trying to pick myself up and save myself.I dun want to be daydreaming and thinking what is going on! My life is feel with anger, frustrations ,terrible ,foolishness and sadness. I had been forcing myself the reality.I jus can't face the truth.Maybe I am just that stupid.
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lol
Today ar... nth much larr...urges to have fun now. In school very siannx. Been sleeping through lessons. Stupid Ms foong pester us fer holiday hw ,I dun even bother to do it. Copying all the way but I haven finish . It is a waste of time. Ms shim return me E and A math hw becos i nv do finish then pass up , sumore Chemistry I didn't do at all. Dunno care la. I dun give a damned to hw! That all lerr...
Thursday, June 29, 2006 '
play all day!
Today morning, during chemistry lesson, we went to bio lab then i sit behind brandon and gang. I play hp ,open music loud.. but class so noisy teacher wun hear de. During lunch break, I buy food up to eat wid jing yi their.that all lerr
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 '
fark la
Today morning , reading period that farking liu lao shi hu relief mdm Tan very kp want. ba po. tell me ni yao chi ruan de hai shi hard de. Really want to argue back . Actually I want say if u treat me good , I will be good. If yew treat me bad, and I will be very bad. Make so tulan. then after pe ,chinese lesson, i dun want see that ba po then nv go to class.15 min later then go back class. awhile si yin ask to go to the toilet then i slip out class wid jane lor. then come back walau that ba po call me. and scold me say u noe what is the offence of skipping class anot? Of course I noe la ,I tell her becos kena caught by stella tan last year be4 still got offence form.then she ni zji dao jiu hao. then she say this time i give u chance. Want suspend me, come la. i not scared ar. Suspend sit outside office shiok mah not nid go fer lesson , i more happy.She sumore nv scold jane . Biased sia. Yesterday oso lyk that , anyhow scold ppl. She damned xia lan. Better dun make me angry, if i give a one tight slap. She is lyk stella. call her stella part 2. backview look so alike. the wonder both same pattern. Aiya siannx... today i was like very tired. Saw Ms koh at staircase while going fer lunch break . Then brandon was lyk saying She so attractive . We laugh lor so funny . Today she wear the green shoes and pants so nice. She look lyk she is already marry.
Monday, June 26, 2006 '
school reopen siannx
today school reopen, wake up early morning. Meet kailian their at usual place. I accidentally throw my tea on the floor then splash until tiffany uniform. Then we went to school together. Today siao, the whole school must sing national anthem and school song thrice. Siao lor. And Mr Ong tok so long until I urgently nid toilet. Crazy lor. ENglish so many people nv do hw almost whole class stand. Then dunno why suddenly Jane faint. Then her face blue-black. Siannx.... the whole A math lessons sleep all the way.
Saturday, June 17, 2006 '
wah...so long nv update lerr
wah...so long nv update lerr...paiseh...this few weeks have not been online...watching da changjin VCD all the way... holidays siannx ar...sumore have to go back sch fer lesson...everyday sleep at 2 a.m and wake up at 2 p.m then watch tv till 2 a.m then sleep lor... nth else to do... haven touch a single holidays hw...bored...that all lerr cos nth to rite...
Monday, June 05, 2006 '
waste my time!
today morning ,I got english lesson at 7.45a.m. I woke up at 6.30a.m. I was running late. I was still dilly dally preparing things that i needed at 7.30a.m. By the time I finish doing, it was already 7.40a.m I quickly rush out and went to school. walk halfway I called baohui and ask her where she .She said she still at tampines walking to the busstop to take 17 at 7.43a.m. It going to be late btw so i tell that i walk fer her at the bus 17 busstop. i reached the busstop at 7.45a.m. Saw nabila and we waited fer baohui. Baohui and meiyi reached at 7.48 a.m. So we walk together dilly dally to school. We reached school at 7.50a.m but we went to canteen having a breakfast .Then we went to class and realise Mr shafie already in class. He make us do correction all the way to the end.When we finish at 10.30a.m but some idiots like farhin and saiful play all the way nv do sabo ask cannot go back. But only at 11a.m then he release us. Then Meiyi,baohui,dinie,pei jun and I went to loyang point to had Mcdonalds. I sent Peijun jj lin de yuan lai while she sent me chao ge de superwoman. After baohui,meiyi and dinie went off to tuition while Pei jun and i went to take bus.Pei jun take 17 to go home while I took 81 to go Tampines to look fer my mum. I was about to take the bus ,pei jun msg me and said she saw ms shifa. omg! Ya she taught us geography in sec 2 . Quite humourous and nice teacher!but today english lesson totally wasting time!
Thursday, June 01, 2006 '
YEah
yeAh...Tmr last day of Structured programme, finally can rest lerr. Hooray going to play lyk mad. But holiday Hw is killing us, so many how to finish it. I going to wait fer the last minute to do. Oh my god! walau... my darlings kena scolded by stella tan fer sleeping in class. Ask her eat shit la. Dare to scold my darlings. bullshit ar. everytimes scold scold them. Lucky she nv teach me if not i sure argue back de. Now ar very bored leh... nth to do want. Just lazy to do hW...ok la that all fer today!
