Tuesday, January 24, 2006 '
tIrEd oF gOiNG To ScHOoL !!!!
aRrGgGhHhH.... everyday so late come hm except monday and friday .... tuesday got self-study and cca so 6.30 .... wednesday self-study until 4 plus .... thursday got self-study until 3.40 .... so later wan... very tired de .... tell myself mus concentrate ... cannot sleep lerr ... but cannot tahan leh .... very tired de .... i try not to la .... this yr N level lerr.... 4 yrs pass very fast ... thinking tt time sec 1 now sec 4 lerr .... now cannot be so bad bully and scold teachers lyk sec 2 ....lerr .... now at least mature abit ... will think tt i wan study .... also dunno why ... hav a sudden thinking tt study is important .... maybe grow up lerr bahx ... regret wad i hav done in the past but will not repeat my mistakes again ... i will study hard fer myself and prove to ppl tt i can study also ... why brandon can study ... why I can cannot .... i noe i do bad things but tt is the past ... but i mus concentrate things tt are ahead of me ... only hopes to study hard .... forget wad i did in past and looking into my future .... would nv repeat my mistakes ever again .... nowadays even Madeline called....i dun really care lerr .... 1 times is enough dunno nid twice ... learn 1 thing "no matter wad u do pls think about its' consequences and decide"
if not u will regret .... i noe i promise 2 persons tt I would score well fer my results last yr but i did not make it .... but i will try harder this yr ... cannot afford to let them down again cos they really hlp me alot .... i will appreciated it ... thank you ... and i m sorry wad i did in the past ....
"if u had study,did yr best,no matter u fail or bad result, u will nv ever regret"
ppl cannot force me to do things and we got the rights to decided our future .... i would decide my own destiny then rather contol by fate .... ppl especially gui liang stop saying about my ex in front of me .....
I will nv give up when ppl hav hopes in me .... and will continues to study hard!!!
