Saturday, January 28, 2006 '
toopid relief teacher ka peh so much...
arrggghhhh ... toopid relief teacher say wad want to sent me to mr razak ... sent la lyk i scared lyk tt ... i even dare to scold him ...so many ppl tok dun want scold ... bastard .... he relief Mdm Tan lesson ... chinese new yrs coming lerr ... jus dun want get into trouble ....he want me apologise ... apologise lor ... better then kena mr razak worst ... if not chinese new yr i den dun apologise ...
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 '
tIrEd oF gOiNG To ScHOoL !!!!
aRrGgGhHhH.... everyday so late come hm except monday and friday .... tuesday got self-study and cca so 6.30 .... wednesday self-study until 4 plus .... thursday got self-study until 3.40 .... so later wan... very tired de .... tell myself mus concentrate ... cannot sleep lerr ... but cannot tahan leh .... very tired de .... i try not to la .... this yr N level lerr.... 4 yrs pass very fast ... thinking tt time sec 1 now sec 4 lerr .... now cannot be so bad bully and scold teachers lyk sec 2 ....lerr .... now at least mature abit ... will think tt i wan study .... also dunno why ... hav a sudden thinking tt study is important .... maybe grow up lerr bahx ... regret wad i hav done in the past but will not repeat my mistakes again ... i will study hard fer myself and prove to ppl tt i can study also ... why brandon can study ... why I can cannot .... i noe i do bad things but tt is the past ... but i mus concentrate things tt are ahead of me ... only hopes to study hard .... forget wad i did in past and looking into my future .... would nv repeat my mistakes ever again .... nowadays even Madeline called....i dun really care lerr .... 1 times is enough dunno nid twice ... learn 1 thing "no matter wad u do pls think about its' consequences and decide"
if not u will regret .... i noe i promise 2 persons tt I would score well fer my results last yr but i did not make it .... but i will try harder this yr ... cannot afford to let them down again cos they really hlp me alot .... i will appreciated it ... thank you ... and i m sorry wad i did in the past ....
"if u had study,did yr best,no matter u fail or bad result, u will nv ever regret"
ppl cannot force me to do things and we got the rights to decided our future .... i would decide my own destiny then rather contol by fate .... ppl especially gui liang stop saying about my ex in front of me .....
I will nv give up when ppl hav hopes in me .... and will continues to study hard!!!